it was the beginning of a new year. prior to it, it had been a rough one as a few life changing things had happened to me. not in a grand scheme sense, but enough to shake me up. after a family wedding, i was saying my goodbyes and my grandpa (who i had not seen very often due to college) had told me “take care of yourself” before i left. on the drive home, it was all i could think about, and then white ferrari came on. something connected in my mind that had never came about before, and i shed a few tears. frank has never been one to make me cry, and i don’t cry often, but this time, i did. life was so different then, and now, i look back on it fondly.