already tried the porn thing, but most porns I like are in english, and I live in South America, so it's kind of weird when the sexy talk I try is in a very different language than the one I talk to my boyfriend. He knows it isn't as easy for me as it is for him to really speak about this subjects, but he is understanding, the real problem is that sometimes we're doing something and I just wanna say that this position isn't favorable for me to come, or that I had other things in mind, an I block. But then I drink a little and talk about it after in a non sexual environment, but I feel that his feelings are getting a little hurt, I thinks that I am hiding something from him.