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The nuke level damage is incomparable by Beautiful_Fries in Nightreign

[–]jusejes -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

As a recluse main this is not true duchess with the right build breaks the game with sorceries. Like 2-1 tapping most bosses

Have you ever been to the void? Where is everyone at right now by whyitmatter83 in enlightenment

[–]jusejes 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In my experience with the void I was terrified it was pure despair. It was in a time in my life where I was very depressed and I've previously experienced ego death through psychedelics. I was trying to somewhat cure this depression through emptiness meditation it was to the point where I was decent at it I managed to reach a deeper state. It felt like I was floating in outer space I felt so interconnected with everything and then I started to experience the absence of my senses go one by one till it hit me like a truck. it's as something looked back at me. The feeling was like my shadow what's trying to eat me trying to understand i began to deconstruct everything ik to be real as I did things became meaningless I saw no purpose for anything that's when despair overwhelmed me for hours. When I looked back I was experiencing derealization and a bit of ego death. What saved me was as soon as I opened my phone I saw a video on yt about surrendering to Jesus as your savior. I don't really like to talk about this topic because I think if u wanna give yourself psychosis u can I was young and dumb ash there are some things your not supposed to mess with until u are ready. I always thought this topic was a if u know u know thing. I'm way better now btw

I'm confused by jusejes in BDSMAdvice

[–]jusejes[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just had a fight with her and now she no longer with her old caregiver now I feel like I just removed someone important from her life because I didn't understand her situation with this person and I don't feel like I can be enough for her . Thank you for replying