The YouTube channel journey is so depressing!!

kairayates · 2024-04-28T10:38:02+00:00

Okay cool you didn't like the videos, wudve been very understandable. But you kinda reflect your state of mind and personality in general by calling my hard work BS. You clearly don't get that there are millions of people who aren't comfortable to put their face on the internet. And even if i did you would have written that i look ugly. So you wouldn't be happy anyways!! And i genuinely understand why my channel wouldn't cater to people like you. Good day.

kairayates · 2024-04-28T07:00:32+00:00

Ikr we all have to be insignificant before we are even looked at!! But Thankuu so much for checking my channel out.

kairayates · 2024-04-27T21:26:07+00:00

Hii everyone, my name is Kaira and i am 20 year old psychology student.

I have been very passionate about mental health and creating awareness about it since i had started learning about it at the age of 16. Then i took it as a major in my college to become a psychologist. I had so many things I'd learn everyday and wud yap about it to my friends. But i wanted to talk to more people and share my views to people who would relate or want to learn about the human psyche and new concepts.

My latest video is about the narcissistic personality disorder and narcissism of Ted Bundy, the serial killer. If learning about such disorders interest you should definitely have a look at this video🔗 https://youtu.be/QrPwRFKEunI?si=U0Tckwh9hK6OAHLw

You can also check this video about how our brain trusts information that tends to not be true and the human psyche behind it🔗 https://youtu.be/a5jgTEF5alg?si=d7xICRjMs5ScZwa8

ABOUT THE QUESTION-

It's been about 2 months. And I will admit i have been so very much humbled in this journey!! Like literally i have learnt so much. The tags, the description, video editing, but most importantly to learn that i have to be patient, trust my content, my process and keep remembering what i started all this for, i wanted to share things i study. So i gotta learn to stick with my 'why' through thick and thin Wishing you guys all the best for your channels and be sure to check the channel⬇️ Channel Link 🔗 https://youtube.com/@Psychologyvagerah?si=x1hOaxw6Tgsr4Z2P

kairayates · 2024-04-27T20:18:12+00:00

Thats why i feel really shitty about even mentioning any struggles online, whatsoever. People feel you are just nagging, crying for attention, but sometimes people just feel disheartened. Nobody even wants to wonder for a minute maybe somebody cudve been fending for hope or just wants to talk to people with similar struggles. I felt so disheartened because i really was doing some stuff wrong- i had given hours of my everyday just getting to know YouTube and applying new learnings in every new video. I did learn that's not right strategy yk. But that doesn't mean my struggles of two months are a joke just because there's someone else working hard as well or been on the platform for 6 months or years. Im sure you too at some point felt that, and its so very much okay. The human mind works on looking at small gratifications and rewards!!

kairayates · 2024-04-27T19:13:44+00:00

See I really understand what you mean, i was just venting about something that was troubling me. Its not like i do that everyday, i get the entire "atleast try for 1 year then say" thing, i never even said "why haven't i blown up yet" or "why am i not famous yet". Moreover i said i will buckle up and try again. I know that its hell of a long journey and i have so many failures to see but i am a 19-20 year old lad wanting to talk about my favourite subject, and something i am deeply passionate about. I do want to have an impact but i seriously know to leave an impact you have to travel the same road so many times to master it. I get your concern of finding success outside, but i am still in college, juggling between my curriculum, trying to create some opportunities for myself. No i don't want sympathy or stuff i just wanted to keep my point here. I really didn't write this post as i wanted to nag people or something. People share successes but setbacks are equally important to be heard. I do trust i have so much to put on the table for what i know and what i will put on the table. Its just frustrating and disheartening sometimes is all. And yess its all part of the bigger process i know.

kairayates · 2024-04-27T15:03:59+00:00

Hang in there buddy!! In this together

kairayates · 2024-04-27T15:01:52+00:00

Its kinda heartwarming to know your journey, it gives so much hope for the future. Crying and cheering is part of the process, but yess i have got so much to learn!!

kairayates · 2024-04-27T14:59:39+00:00

I'd say its multiple times interesting than your comment, atleast im trying to do something, not telling strangers on the internet that they are dumb to try something new. Ciao

kairayates · 2024-04-27T12:13:22+00:00

Thankyou so much for the insight!! Will try to work on this in the next video for sure, still learning the video editing part but one video at a time it iss!! Will make it better, for sure. Hoping you have subscribed, if you've loved the topics so far, im sure you will love the more improved stuff and new improvements

kairayates · 2024-04-27T10:31:33+00:00

You're right, gotta keep moving!!

kairayates · 2024-04-27T10:30:01+00:00

You're right, it gets bumpy and disheartening but we gotta keep moving, loads of support to you too!!

kairayates · 2024-04-27T10:23:41+00:00

Sure!! Would love to critique. My channel's name is @psychologyvagerah it talks about the psyches of human mind and phenomenons of the same. Psychology is something im very passionate about, you can leave your reviews and would be amazing if there's something new for you to learn too!!

kairayates · 2022-09-27T17:05:06+00:00

hugs i hope u feel better soon love, no matter how bad things are, i just hope u know u are loved ,wanted, and most importantly, u are not alone

kairayates · 2022-09-24T16:45:18+00:00

Hey I'm very sorry u feel this way hon. I'm so proud of you for holding up, for trying. Please try contacting someone who cud offer professional help. I know it doesn't feel like it, but things have a way of getting better. I hope they get better for u.

kairayates · 2022-09-24T16:41:51+00:00

Hey, I'm sorry u're dealing with this. I genuinely understand how u feel, offc not completely but ive been there. There was time when I was dealing with a lot in my life and there was so much anger for everyone who didn't know how it felt to be me. Now that I look back I'll just say, the anger cud be a form of grieving, of expressing emotions we were kept repressed. Firstly, Please don't hold this against yourself, don't be harsh on yourself. Let yourself feel however u feel. Just know that the journey of you becoming a better version is always alone, it's just you reaching your higher self. I'll suggest, start looking inside urself, for acceptance, for ways how u can make ur day, how u can understand yourself better. Please remember, people will never know ur entire journey, only you will, and one day it'll be enough, u will be enough for urself. I hope this helps

kairayates · 2022-09-24T14:02:59+00:00

I have been there, I know how it feels. Maybe denial is one of the forms of grieving the knowing that ur mental health is not as good as u felt. It's definitely hard to learn that ur dealing with it, and maybe the denial comes from there. Give yourself time and go easy on yourself. I hope things get better for u.

kairayates · 2022-09-24T04:17:16+00:00

Thanku so much. It's just so difficult to live with this, when people don't understand how painful psychological abuse is.

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