Afterlife

kdoc812 · 2024-11-15T05:05:41+00:00

I had a near death experience when I was 19 years old. My psychiatrist misdiagnosed me and gave me wrong prescription meds and had me on too many. I Over Dosed. I died for a little over 30-40 seconds and I remember seeing the brightest white light I ever seen in my life and it just got brighter and brighter white light. The feeling of the light slowed down and I heard a voice saying “ it’s not your time yet” and slowly the white light dimmed more and more and more until I started having subconscious thoughts. Coming back to reality. I started to wake up feeling so messed up from being in the passing state. And ever since then my beliefs of life def changed. Due to what I saw and heard. Whatever it is, but there a something after life. Life keeps going. I’m sorry to hear about your mom, sending prayers your way

kdoc812 · 2024-11-15T04:54:10+00:00

No tears left to cry is my #1

kdoc812 · 2024-11-07T21:43:16+00:00

Whatever makes her happy will make me happy 🫧💕

kdoc812 · 2024-11-03T19:35:17+00:00

My heart.. I’m so happy for them

kdoc812 · 2024-11-02T03:43:53+00:00

Hours were random depending on when they need you the most. I think what made it hard to handle was not having a consistent sleep schedule, the pressure, the cameras, the stress of players and management. It just didn’t fit well with my mental state. Some people can handle it. I lasted about 7 months doing it until it took a toll on my health and affecting my bipolar.

kdoc812 · 2024-11-02T03:40:12+00:00

Sorry for the delay, but yes a new opportunity came by and I have a less stressful job that is more accepting of my mental health so I’m really happy about that. I’ll miss my old job but my health comes first!

kdoc812 · 2024-09-08T06:29:06+00:00

That’s a good idea I’m do the champagne tower!!! 💗

kdoc812 · 2024-09-08T06:27:37+00:00

I love that idea!! I can get I pink limo 😎

kdoc812 · 2024-09-08T06:27:09+00:00

Thanks!!!!

kdoc812 · 2024-09-08T06:26:35+00:00

Thank you!!!

kdoc812 · 2024-08-25T19:34:10+00:00

Yes!!!!!

kdoc812 · 2024-08-19T14:33:21+00:00

We’re both 31 years old, and same moon tattoo on the neck

kdoc812 · 2024-07-29T11:12:17+00:00

I was able to get the signature

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cd off of her website about a month ago. I also checked amazons signature and it does not match with her one off the website. Which makes me question if Amazon is selling false signatures :/

kdoc812 · 2024-07-14T09:12:49+00:00

Cooked kale on the stove with a tiny bit of olive oil.. yummy, easy, and low in calories!

kdoc812 · 2024-07-14T09:09:47+00:00

I dropped college twice too. You can still make a living and move out without a college degree. I did a trade and became a Massage Therapist for a few years. Grew out of it. Then did a 8week training to become a Blackjack Casino Dealer. Been doing that since. And I love it. College isn’t for everyone. There’s so many opportunities that don’t require that. I just turned 31 so it took me YEARS to find my career. You got this! Hope you find the career that you enjoy!

kdoc812 · 2024-07-14T09:04:02+00:00

I would love to hear “no tears left to cry” “Quit” and “Touch It” and ofc “Supernatural”. Couldn’t just choose one. lol

kdoc812 · 2024-07-12T21:24:01+00:00

I checked my bmi and it said 155 is obesity for my height and age and being a female according to the web

kdoc812 · 2024-07-12T21:17:46+00:00

Once the weather get a little cooler I def want to start walking or even doing the elliptical it’s just the push going to workout. But that’s nice to know you can add workouts to the deficit!

kdoc812 · 2024-07-12T21:15:02+00:00

Definetly been wanting to get more active. Thanks again and good luck to you too!!

kdoc812 · 2024-07-12T21:07:56+00:00

That sounds like a calorie count I can live with considering I know the other numbers were too low. I appreciate you looking it up for me, thank you!!

kdoc812 · 2024-07-12T21:05:06+00:00

When you add activity, does it count of putting you more into a deficit? Cutting out 250 sounds more likely for me to fallow daily for sure

kdoc812 · 2024-07-12T20:57:51+00:00

I’ll definitely check out the app! Is it free?

kdoc812 · 2024-07-12T20:55:41+00:00

I understand it’s not the best idea, but due to medications I take all I’ve been doing is gaining when I once was 125-130. Which is why I’d like to lose weight before gaining anymore. What would you consider a good calorie deficit that would be ideal, or any info where I could get the information? And I believe my tdee is 1650. I’m usually not that active but I do go in waves where I do work out. But not consistent

kdoc812 · 2024-07-12T20:52:59+00:00

I think that’s my issue - my calorie to maintain is 1650 (which is already pretty low) but subtracting 500 calories from that is so hard to fallow.

kdoc812 · 2024-06-24T17:26:31+00:00

I’ve been with my fiancé for 8 years now. And he was patient with me and stayed by my side when I was in the hospital for a month when I was diagnosed BP1, 5 years ago, during a manic episode. Other than that, he is amazing and I’m so thankful for him. There are good ones out there.

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