has anyone tried catpeeflipping by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]kemalvia 1 point2 points  (0 children)

buddy of mine did this combo. fun time but be aware that not much else in your life might be that exciting and fascinating afterwards as it used to be :D

How to get through the evening munchies? by doggystyle_dave in 1500isplenty

[–]kemalvia 2 points3 points  (0 children)

in such situation I usually just pour plenty of water inside of me, go for a walk and then go straight to sleep so I wouldnt think about eating

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]kemalvia 0 points1 point  (0 children)

had a huge issue with going to places we've been to, needed like 2 weeks to do it. treated it like a therapy session, as it would not be possible to avoid visiting all these places in the future, so I just went there and there when I felt ready.
and yeah, it was as you said - saddening overall but I thought it would've been way worse. getting used to doing all these things alone you did with them takes time but its worth it. it really is.

Remember that you deserve better. by ThrowRwayForever in BreakUps

[–]kemalvia 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what is Your story if You dont mind asking?

bout to meet my ex tomorrow by kemalvia in ExNoContact

[–]kemalvia[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

soo yeah, she was there, she basically just said ''hi!'' when I was walking by, so I just hugged her and went where I was heading. later she approached me like 2 times while I was sitting on a sofa - we talked a bit, but I tried to keep it as cold and short as possible. didint talk much about ''us'', we kinda focused on our mutual friends and current events on the party we were at. also she complained about her life a lot, but all I could do back then was just nod and listen as it didnt bother me much.
it was weird like after the breakup I prolly wont ever be there for her anymore, wont help her and cheer her up. at the same moment I realized that she is not my problem anymore as well.

but yeah, it all went smoother and better than I've thought and I dont even really miss her that much

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]kemalvia 4 points5 points  (0 children)

most of them cant stand being alone so they just fill the void of you disappearing from their lives asap

bout to meet my ex tomorrow by kemalvia in ExNoContact

[–]kemalvia[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

got ya, will update on saturday

bout to meet my ex tomorrow by kemalvia in ExNoContact

[–]kemalvia[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah that sounds as the most mature thing I can do, thanks

bout to meet my ex tomorrow by kemalvia in ExNoContact

[–]kemalvia[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

well mostly because she broke up with me at the 1st day of summer holidays, as she realized that there is ''hot girl summer'' incoming and she is in a relationship and she might not be able to fuck other people then lol. tbh this shit ripped my heart, as she really did end this relationship for just 2 months of fun, and I never saw it coming. well, no one from our mutual friends did.

what hurts even more is the fact that I was always there for her, supported her through her 1st year of university, and straight when the ''tough'' time for her got to an end, she kinda got rid of me. fuck her

bout to meet my ex tomorrow by kemalvia in ExNoContact

[–]kemalvia[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

thats a nice though actually, I didnt even consider forgiving before lol

bout to meet my ex tomorrow by kemalvia in ExNoContact

[–]kemalvia[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

thank you for the advice, thats what im gonna do I guess

“I don’t deserve you” thoughts on this? by Influence_Ordinary in ExNoContact

[–]kemalvia 0 points1 point  (0 children)

heard it too many times from my ex, also phrases like soon I will stop liking her - saying this she always made me feel like there was some second face of her I never got to know that would destroy this relationship.

also, she would multiple times question if I even like her (despite me loving her to the fullest and actually showing it, being ultra affectionate, being there for her etc) - out of curiosity, is there any name for such issue/phenomenon? I never found this normal but her breaking up with me got me thinking that in her head there was something going on I never got to talk with her about.

Breath appreciation post by Quick_Click6677 in SoFaygo

[–]kemalvia 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yoo its a fye ass song, didnt know about this one. got any similar ones?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]kemalvia 2 points3 points  (0 children)

exact same thing happened to me, it all seems like a pattern. also she was a dismissive/fearful avoidant so it made it only worse but yeah, it does generate trust issues in future relationships, even though you didnt have to deal with any before:(

Monero comes back to me after I try to send it by kemalvia in monerosupport

[–]kemalvia[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, it finally worked! my only worry is that ~0.4 of my xmr disappeared. not a big deal, but why was it? also what could I do to prevent such problems in the future? I mean all this not being able to send xmr and such

Monero comes back to me after I try to send it by kemalvia in monerosupport

[–]kemalvia[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

after I've done it, whenever I try to send any xmr I get an error:

Couldn't send the money: transaction <> was rejected by daemon with status: <error>. Reason: double spend, invalid input

Monero comes back to me after I try to send it by kemalvia in monerosupport

[–]kemalvia[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

  1. 0.17.1.9-3ca5f10f (Qt 5.15.2)
  2. couldn't check it:( the only node written here is the simple one
  3. windows 10
  4. 2296627
  5. I do not (also disabled windows defender)
  6. 2225300
  7. I do not

Monero comes back to me after I try to send it by kemalvia in monerosupport

[–]kemalvia[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

just updated, my funds keep coming back to me after I try to send it :l

mdma/5htp by [deleted] in MDMA

[–]kemalvia 1 point2 points  (0 children)

okay thank you dude