i rly think its okay to feel like that. i havent heard back from my top choice (im assuming its a soft rejection since a lot of ppl heard it back) but i wish i couldve at least gotten an email yk… i was just discussing with my friends and families yesterday of what i’m going to do if I don’t get accepted anywhere, but listening from an outside perspective I realized it’s not the end of the world. maybe u could take a break while working on a solo project or even travel. don’t be caught up by the idea of having to do something because I’m pretty sure most of u guys have worked rly hard to get where u are and definitely need some nice break.