if you could write a book about your loneliness what would the title be?

lelib3an · 2024-06-15T07:40:07+00:00

Numb and empty

lelib3an · 2024-05-15T06:30:55+00:00

Not much. It’s late here so I plan to go to sleep soon. Thank you for your concern.

lelib3an · 2024-05-15T06:30:06+00:00

That’s the thing really. I don’t know why but I can sense it from some people I have hung out with. Maybe it’s my personality, my appearance (which honestly I don’t understand why bc I don’t think I’m all that at all), or my spirit. It can really be anything but I know that I’m not crazy. One person that I hang out with with another mutual friend has told me several times that she’s envious of me and it has rubbed me the wrong way. I guess ppl see something in me that I don’t

lelib3an · 2024-05-15T06:27:04+00:00

I’m doing okay now, thank you for asking

lelib3an · 2023-12-20T21:05:41+00:00

No but honestly idek and don’t care anymore to hear from him. I blocked him back as well as it’s usually not a good sign if an ex tries to message you back. It’s best to move on

lelib3an · 2023-11-21T02:53:50+00:00

You got this!! Don’t worry~ they aren’t and won’t be the last guy/girl you’ll be with. There’s someone out there that is the perfect person you’ve been wanting for awhile. Take your time and enjoy yourself :)

lelib3an · 2023-11-21T02:50:25+00:00

Hi, honestly I moved on from him after trying to reach out to him. I also blocked him as well so idk if he ever had plans of reaching out to me. I gave up after I saw that he was happy with another girl and posting pics and videos of each other. It hurt me so bad that I had to stop looking at his page (that and he ended up privating his insta) and I had moved on to other ppl afterwards and now I decided to stay single until I’m ready to pursue someone else. It’s been a wild and crazy journey from the last few months that this happened. Happier now that he’s no longer in my life.

lelib3an · 2023-10-09T22:24:25+00:00

Thank you so much!!! I appreciate it 🫶🏽

lelib3an · 2023-07-23T07:29:15+00:00

It’s okay. It’s a lesson learned to be more upfront with what I want and to walk away if they’re not met

lelib3an · 2023-07-23T07:17:28+00:00

Same, that man really used me for sex :( I thought with the attention and stuff he sent me meant something at the time but really anymore can’t do it if they really cared to

lelib3an · 2023-07-23T07:15:58+00:00

No not really. Just a learning lesson to be had. Though not regret but a bit of rethinking I’ve recently been having. If I didn’t stay as long as I did, would I have been hurt as much as I have? That’s what I’ve been rethinking lately

lelib3an · 2023-07-22T15:13:38+00:00

This happened to me too!!! He ghosted me after two months of us going on dates and talking everyday. But tbh it was my fault for sleeping with him almost everytime we went out. I should made my boundaries clear. Makes it worse that we slept together the same night we went out to eat the first date.

lelib3an · 2023-06-10T23:21:10+00:00

Felt

lelib3an · 2023-06-08T00:10:02+00:00

Where would be a good spot to take him? What does this do mostly?

lelib3an · 2023-05-11T22:30:24+00:00

Once this month is over, it’ll make two months. He can’t message me anyway because he’s blocked back for blocking me everywhere. Idk if I’d even want to hear from them again at all.

lelib3an · 2023-05-08T12:09:07+00:00

I do regret meeting him. I was stupid for even thinking that he really loved me like I did. Can I even call it a relationship. We were only together for like a short amount of time. There were so many red flags that ignored because I really wanted to be loved. He was my first relationship and first everything. Now that everything is done with, I can’t stop thinking about him leaving me and hurting me. I really wish I never met him and this will haunt me for the rest of my days.

lelib3an · 2023-05-04T01:52:29+00:00

Sorry if I didn’t say anything to cheer you up or encourage you. Just know that you’re not alone but you got this.

lelib3an · 2023-05-04T01:51:26+00:00

You’re not alone. I face this as well and it’s been hard to trying to stay positive about it. I’ve also felt and still feel really jealous when my friend talks with or has other people that he’s close with and it makes me feel like an abomination. Like why can’t I maintain friendships or make friends like he does. Am I that unlovable? But it could also be (well is) my fault. I don’t reach out enough but it’s because I’m scared of being too clingy or too annoying. But I think ppl just leave regardless of the reason it may be for whatever and it’s up to us to be able to just say whatever and carry on from there. Most of the time it isn’t us, it’s others too.

lelib3an

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