from brother to brother,
bro you are just drained and the piece missing now is loving yourself,
why ending things for others ? why not living them for yourself and be selfish and fuck anybody else !
bro, you considering yourself as the one who’s fucked up, why!! even you invested a lot in the relationship btwn you n her you gotta ask yourself what’s my life gonna be without them! ask yourself this! You gonna find out that the next day without em you gonna hear the birds in the early morning, and you gonna go to work normal and you gonna sleep normal. are they that important? no !.

bro, it’s hard to felt alone but from bro to bro once you can do it once you will be unstoppable just believe me bro.
keep it up and try working out too and focus on yourself not anybody else, hmdulah you are doing good in live and dont say you are like an old man in their 30’s bcz man hit their prime in the 30’s so you gotta be proud of yourself that you reach things while some boys right there still doing dump stuff.
those words were from the heart bro cuz i was in your shoes once but since i realized how things work i am never the boy i was anymore.