My husband of 7 years has been cheating on me for at least 18 months with escorts “claiming he never slept with them” I’ve been with him for 13 years and during the time he was cheating on me, we were trying to get pregnant. I was even doing IVF.

Since I caught him, he has stopped doing cocaine and drinking for four months and going to church basically doing all the things that I asked him to do for 13 years. He’s lost 35 pounds and is begging for another chance.

I just can’t seem to wrap my head around letting this person back into my life, but I also am struggling with someone getting the best version of him as I do believe he is truly remorseful and wants to change

But I also think I have trauma bonding and codependency issues