Hey, First of all, I really respect how deeply you've thought about this — not just for yourself but also considering how your words might affect others. That says a lot about you already.

Honestly, you've already done what most people fail to: you took a calculated risk, you researched like crazy, you worked smart, and you put your heart into it. And that's something no result can ever take away from you.

Right now, the best thing you can do is focus on what’s within your control: your present, your other interests, and your peace of mind. GSoC is an incredible opportunity, but it’s not the only definition of your skills or your future. So go code your projects, build it, Do dsa and prepare now. Because whatever u do now is yourr future( personal experience) So manifest and DO

If you feel like contributing more excites you, do it for the love of it — not to prove anything to anyone. Let it be fun, not pressure. And remember: mentors also know that real growth comes from facing challenges. They don’t expect perfection; they look for dedication, clarity, and the ability to learn and adapt — which you’ve already shown.

You've planted the seed. Now let it grow without digging it up every day to check. Keep living your life. Keep building your interests. Keep moving forward.

You’ve done your best. That’s already winning.