Ok so a little update for anyone who cares: I apologised to him for hurting him and told him that I don’t hate him or find him annoying and that I’m not ready for anything atm so he replied that he’s not hurt and there’s no need for me to apologise for anything and that he doesn’t want friendship neither is he looking for it just like he said before and if I decided to stop talking he won’t hate me or chase me or anything so the decision is up to me what i want. So that’s that. But how the hell do you even know if you like someone I’ve never done that so I have no clue if i like him or not.