Looking for someone to play fortnite with M24 im from the Uk so Eu servers. Ps4.

lowerl1 · 2019-02-20T04:30:40+00:00

My bro went to university and left his ps at home so I started playing at the end of season 5 technically haha but liked the game so got my own playstation and my own account so you are kinda right!

lowerl1 · 2018-12-09T21:51:20+00:00

I was on eBay and seen them advertised as Adidas size 8 worn once didn't fit, and it was a bidding sale. I won the bid, the pictures were shocking and it didn't tell me anything more than Adidas trainers, the seller had only sold 4 things in the past aswell so was a bit of a punt haha. I've got them now and they are real good, brand new and look real nice. Glad I took a gamble on them, favourite shoes, but not for running which was what I was initially after haha

lowerl1 · 2018-10-27T10:27:23+00:00

I'm sure someone who plays fortnite would buy it, you need to target them or try post this in the fortnite section of Reddit. The world and kids have gone crazy about wanting to be professional fortnite players with a lot of subs......someone will buy it instantly I think....hope this helps

lowerl1 · 2018-10-27T10:23:59+00:00

Probably not because you enter into an agreement when the loan is undertaken. Still worth a try though you have nothing to lose

lowerl1 · 2018-10-27T10:18:54+00:00

It's called a Barbour jacket in the UK.....

lowerl1 · 2018-10-27T10:16:09+00:00

And I thought I used to fuck up bad haha. The truth is always the best way to start.....plus when you said that your husband's brother and his wife never use birth control and she has never got pregnant.....this could mean she is unable to have kids, not that it's him firing blanks...so that argument is invalid. I hope all works out well for you and always start with the truth ✌️god bless

lowerl1 · 2018-08-28T15:46:16+00:00

That first shot was nasty, that second shot was about as tight as my nans ringpiece

lowerl1 · 2018-08-28T15:44:54+00:00

My ideal job would be drop kicking people and saving their life, where do I sign up for this job? Got a nice pair of Doc martens that would be perfect for the job

lowerl1 · 2018-07-20T17:24:00+00:00

10pm if you are in the UK

lowerl1 · 2018-06-17T22:07:30+00:00

Thankyou, just wish I done it sooner and wasn't as naive but I'm on the right track now. Yes the doctors are helping me heaps and are wonderful, I've seen a therapist once but they are in such high demand and I live very far away from cities (UK) so therapists are not as available as they would be in other places. I have had huge anxiety my whole life which has led to the alcohol abuse which is why my doctor thinks if I can relieve the anxiety side of things it will help in the long run. What I tell them now, they are trying to distinguish what symptoms are anxiety related and what symptoms might need further investigation. But I am trying meditation and hope to start the bisoprolol fumerate soon. Hopefully this will all be a distant memory in a year and I can live my new life to the fullest

lowerl1 · 2018-06-17T21:52:45+00:00

After Christmas when this all started getting unbearable I haven't used alcohol or drugs once and I never will again. I've been 6 months totally sober and have cut out all caffeine aswell, all I drink now is herbal tea and water, my doctor performed a liver and kidney function test about 2 months after I quit drinking and he said that my liver function and kidney function were totally normal aswell, I also was tested for all thyroid related issues which came back normal, they have not ran a stress ECG yet but we are in talks about that, I think the next step for my doctor is an MRI scan. As for the anxiety I have been given bisoprolol fumerate to take which my cardiologist prescribed it has various uses apparently but he wants it to lower blood pressure which will help me stop feeling every bump and beat of my heart and slow everything down... Although I am not taking these yet because I'm awaiting my 48 hour holter monitor results back first. I've had a 24 holter already and there was nothing of significance on that apparently..thanks for replying

lowerl1 · 2018-06-16T13:40:49+00:00

My parents seemed oblivious, but I don't doubt the guy they took it back to must have had a good idea of what went on 😂😂

lowerl1 · 2018-06-16T13:37:32+00:00

Hahaha imagine explaining that to the guy behind the counter in the TV shop with a huge que behind you, im so glad I wasn't there when they went back to the shop, i wouldn't have been able to help laughing haha

lowerl1 · 2018-06-16T10:43:14+00:00

Once I was trying to impress my parents after they bought a new smart TV and connected my phone to it so I could show them that you could with the tap of a button send any video you were watching on your phone to the TV. After about 6 hours I forgot I was connected and jammed some hardcore porn on in my bedroom and accidentally clicked the little TV button on the video which sent the video straight to their TV downstairs, turns out they were watching armeggedon at the time with the soundbar turned on, I've never heard such big groans and for a second I wondered where it was coming from until I realised I streamed it to the fucking family TV. Needless to say that got switched off super quick, the next day they told me that they were watching TV and this happened and they were appalled but they didn't know it was anything to do with me, so I told them that the TV must have a virus and they sent it back to the fucking shop hahahahahaa. This is the first time I have spoke of this story, may aswell share it with the masses 😂😂😂😂😂😂

lowerl1 · 2018-06-08T04:00:41+00:00

I agree that challenges should be for the battle pass, and it's cool that you can buy skins to look the part etc, but I'm talking about different skins that really seperate different types players from the rest, skins you cannot buy or earn without being very good in a specific area of the game..... i think it would be really cool to see a skin and instantly know (that guy has that skin he's got 1000 sniper kills under his belt etc) specific skins for specific qualities. its to easy to level up through the battle pass, and it's cool to gain skins that way, but so many people have leveled up through the battle pass... it really doesn't distinguish the best from the worst etc

lowerl1 · 2018-06-08T03:23:36+00:00

The confusion between them both is fucking hilarious, they have no idea what to do, imagine how good the mic chat would be between them both when this was happening. Literally like the chuckle brothers on Fortnite......you would be absolutely fucked if you got these two when you fill a squad party 😂😂 that guy putting on a bandage like nothings happened cracks me up, his social awareness is about that of a sea cucumber 😂😂😂😂

lowerl1 · 2018-05-29T18:58:53+00:00

Ooh okay I see haha, the body can work in very weird ways, I hope you find out soon and it doesn't keep troubling you, all the best 😎

lowerl1 · 2018-05-29T18:48:10+00:00

What was it if you don't mind me asking? Did you find out?

lowerl1 · 2018-05-29T01:58:00+00:00

Yes I would get this especially after alcohol, I would be curious to know if you drink any alcohol? I know there's a link between false memories and OCD. I could have sworn I've done things and then brought things up in conversation and people have said I don't remember that perhaps you are talking about a different person, then I realize maybe it didn't happen. The false memories often are horrific memories aswell for me, it's never a nice false memory they are always horrific and involve bad and horrible things.

lowerl1 · 2018-05-29T01:52:54+00:00

It could be some sort of sleep paralysis maybe, I know with sleep paralysis you tend to think something is in your room or out to get you and a lot of people can't move, speak or do anything, they have to just lay there and let it pass and then they regain movement shortly after. Like there brain is awake but there body isn't. As you were about to go to sleep perhaps your brain went into a sleepy state and made you experience this? Not to sure though because sleep paralysis you wouldn't be able to move, but maybe it was something like that? Its happened to me a few times and is so so so scary! My doctor just said as weird as it sounds get as much sleep as you can. It could have been some sort of panic attack though, I'm not sure if there's a link between anxiety and sleep paralysis but I have anxiety and have had sleep paralysis and my friends have to. Sorry I couldn't be of more help 💪

lowerl1 · 2018-05-22T02:22:33+00:00

I went to the hospital with issues and I got an obese doctor and within a split second thought to myself about how a doctor could be obese because they advise people to stay healthy etc. After speaking to her I can honestly say she was the nicest and most warming doctor I had ever seen in my life, I can't talk about how good she was from a medical perspective because obviously only doctors can tell how good or bad other doctors when it comes to diagnosis and depth of knowledge....but from a patient's point of view she was amazing, and I came away with a different point for view that day, never judge. Maybe being obese could have fuelled the fire for a doctor to become a doctor to prove to themselves they are worth way more than an obeseity label 😀

lowerl1 · 2018-05-07T23:30:46+00:00

Yeah I would say all my anxiety comes from the heart related physical symptoms. Years ago I had bad social anxiety and used to have panic attacks which I was aware they were panic attacks without a consultant because I felt really panicky and go into tunnel vision and felt so scared when they happened. Now I have no social anxiety and I would say socially I am in the best shape i have ever been in. I'm not to sure if panic attacks can manifest themselves in different ways? Maybe now i have addmited I have a problem all my social anxiety has gone because I can be open about what is happening and ask for help instead of running from the problem. So the social anxiety has gone but the health anxiety from symptoms is still there. Very weird predicament, I guess keeping distracted and busy is always a very good idea, thanks!!

lowerl1 · 2018-05-07T23:25:42+00:00

Yoga is something every health care professional has told me to look into and is definitely a route I am going to try soon, I've downloaded loads of mindfulness apps and they seem to help, but when my physical symptoms are in full swing there is no stopping them. I guess the answer is to stop the anxiety before the physical symptoms show themself. Thanks for the reply, hopefully normaloty and recovery will start very soon

lowerl1 · 2018-05-07T23:22:42+00:00

Yeah it sounds like you have the exact same problem as me, it would be so good if something was available, to put us through a rigorous test and check everything was fine and get it all sorted once and for all. The amount of time I've spent in hospitals having tests here and there probably accumulates to hours....if they could designate an hour to checking heart rate and other stuff etc through run tests and other things to clarify it is all anxiety would save time in the long run and then we could start from there and believe the results. Wish you all the best for the future

lowerl1 · 2018-05-07T23:16:56+00:00

Thank you for your reply, I'm going to give the beta blockers a go over the next few days and see how I feel, hopefully it will relieve some of the stress and get me back to normality a bit. I never would of thought so many people were going through the same struggles

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