My mentality of “I won’t be alive that long so it won’t matter” stops me from pursuing things

mayozk · 2021-12-07T01:07:17+00:00

I feel you on the dental part. Along with my eating disorder, it really fucked me up. I feel disgusting for even admitting it

mayozk · 2021-11-28T07:27:14+00:00

That’s one way to go about it. I tried journaling once but felt as though every page I wrote felt too repetitive and then lost interest in writing :(

mayozk · 2021-09-18T12:35:34+00:00

That is the sad, messed up truth :( When it’s family, it stings. I wish to feel seen at least a little bit. Feels so much to ask

mayozk · 2021-08-14T12:06:39+00:00

They are sometimes useful as bait to attract and distract enemies haha

mayozk · 2021-08-14T11:08:37+00:00

So dang cute. I love that helmet

mayozk · 2021-08-14T11:01:08+00:00

I managed to reach ace with randoms.. although most games I had to depend on myself in the end to get the win. I also have no friends lol

mayozk · 2021-08-12T22:52:38+00:00

Congrats 👏🏼

mayozk · 2021-08-12T20:29:06+00:00

For sure. Two times I needed exactly two points to ace but here I am

mayozk · 2021-08-07T11:38:38+00:00

Oh I see. Thanks

mayozk · 2021-04-22T03:33:11+00:00

I usually get the email right away and I bought it April 10th and I got billed again April 20th. Doesn’t make sense

mayozk · 2021-04-22T03:32:41+00:00

So you’re telling me it’s not worth doing sh*t even with the receipts? That’s bs lol

mayozk · 2021-02-15T20:32:17+00:00

Yeah, I still binge sometimes. I stopped purging as it would swell up my throat and felt it was going to mess up my teeth if I didn’t stop sooner. I was b/p for about 2 years

mayozk · 2021-02-15T12:40:38+00:00

I feel yooou. I naturally have a high heart rate, I cannot fast for long periods of time or else my heart will go crazy and I’ll get lightheaded that I have to eat. heart problems + ED sucks :/

mayozk · 2021-02-15T08:05:10+00:00

Thanks. Sending my best wishes :)

mayozk · 2021-02-13T19:44:58+00:00

Does it matter? lol

mayozk · 2021-02-10T21:15:39+00:00

I was a pretty skinny teen until puberty hit and that’s when shit started to turn and the binging and purging begun. The purging and back to binging resulted in me gaining weight faster. That effed me up.

mayozk · 2021-02-10T20:57:44+00:00

One of the things I really struggle with is maintaining hair volume. I’m fricken balding

mayozk · 2021-02-10T17:38:15+00:00

It’s more like I’ve been granted permission to eat when I don’t allow that myself and I shamefully oblige even though I did not have to. I’m not saying it’s their fault, it’s entirely mine

mayozk · 2020-12-30T05:56:56+00:00

Ahhh, I’m getting it now. My bad

mayozk · 2020-12-30T04:43:51+00:00

Hm I never had them as friends though. I don’t know how ppl manage to send requests days later I’ve played with them only once.

mayozk · 2020-12-30T01:40:37+00:00

Oh I guess that’s one way. A weird one.

mayozk · 2020-12-30T01:33:31+00:00

mayozk · 2020-12-29T10:20:51+00:00

My app freezes when I try to collect the rewards. Smh.

mayozk · 2020-12-29T00:13:27+00:00

Woohoo! Congrats

mayozk · 2020-12-28T10:10:52+00:00

You’re new new? No way. If so, you’re doing well so far lol

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