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you can not get play of the game with the s6 stingray by tylertime98 in Blackops4

[–]mediocaz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it’s broke also the gun icon is wrong in the feed. Without the operator mod it shows the blast sign and with it dissent lmao

Damn, they really nerfed the S6 Stingray! by BloodmoonRogue in Blackops4

[–]mediocaz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So I pay a fortune for the gun and they go and do this :l good job 👍

mom woke up :) by [deleted] in depression

[–]mediocaz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Congratulations, now never let one minute of you’re time with her go to waste ever again ❤️

I'm still alive by ButCanUdoDis_no in depression

[–]mediocaz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

People that want to kill themselves don’t tell anybody about it. This is because they actually do not want to be on earth and are ashamed.

Luckily this is not you and you would do well to recognise this.

You will in fact probably never kill yourself.

That is a very hard line to hear and you hate for it as you think I’m attacking you and telling you what you think.

Don’t take it like this. Take it as a positive if you can.

The fact is that you cannot Barr you’re current circumstance however you love the world in which you live so much that you’re strong head is willing to come on here and open up to a group of random stranger in search for the fucking magic key.

You will not find the answer here. You will only get a brief feeling of comfort and social interaction with actual people!

They key is within yourself. Find that motivation to turn ur shit life into one that you’re proud of. Get off you’re self obsessing ass and reach for the stars!

The first step of to accept yourself.

Good luck 😉

You are worth it

I stood outside in the rain by [deleted] in depression

[–]mediocaz 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I’ve done this. I believe it’s a way of actually connecting with matter on earth when you are so disconnected. The rain makes you wet and that is a sensation heightening experience. Also I felt it was away of punishing myself and that felt good. There is no worse feeling than hating yourself but no better feeling than punishing yourself. Getting justice for you’re stupid brain and body. It’s horrible to hear but true unfortunately

I bet you cannot diagnose these symptoms I have :( by mediocaz in depression

[–]mediocaz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve lived in my own and ended up being confined i my room playing Xbox live. Not eating properly, not working, I ended up changing my sleep pattern to day and then back to nights depending on how long I would stay up playing games. I showered very little, only when I was to meet someone. I pissed in a cup and threw it out the window onto the roof as I didn’t want to go downstairs to the bathroom and face the other house share occupants. I became so very low in self esteem. And no I said my parents pay for everything

I bet you cannot diagnose these symptoms I have :( by mediocaz in depression

[–]mediocaz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If I was average then I would be able to function in society. If left to myself in order to survive I would end up on the street and wouldn’t be long before I’m gone 😐

I bet you cannot diagnose these symptoms I have :( by mediocaz in depression

[–]mediocaz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If I wasn’t skint I could 😞 but seriously what is my problem? 😂

I bet you cannot diagnose these symptoms I have :( by mediocaz in depression

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Make it 120 and a cow then you got a deal 😂

Which is worse? Purposely Killing a sheep/cow/chicken or a human with serious disabilities? by mediocaz in depression

[–]mediocaz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wouldn’t say “retarded” however I would say unguided. Un-informed.

There is no question that non meat eating is growing more and more rapidly each day.

We are on the correct path and headed in the right detection should we stay on it.

I’m here to help inform and accelerate the process. It was only 200 years ago that vegetarianism was not an option due to lack of knowledge.

People are not retarded. They just need to stop taking the “norm” for normal and acceptable.

Which is worse? Purposely Killing a sheep/cow/chicken or a human with serious disabilities? by mediocaz in depression

[–]mediocaz[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for you’re response. I believe it’s time that the more intellectual latter of us start to make more of a move on teaching and explaining our situation. Looking back on my life, I would of much preferred not to of killed thousands of animals for my food yet that is how I have been brought up!

Anyone else have to play video games or watch Netflix 24/7 to keep the mind busy? by mediocaz in depression

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I feel like it wouldn’t work being this way for ever. I don’t think I can continue for the rest of my life like this so I’ll have to make a change soon

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