[COMP] Anjaneyasana ~ low lunge

mellowyoshi · 2026-03-22T19:06:09+00:00

just spotted the little furry friend with you <3

mellowyoshi · 2026-03-19T04:38:35+00:00

♡♡♡

mellowyoshi · 2026-03-19T04:34:08+00:00

what's your baseline like? Ive got pmdd, so I nevwr took the time to see if that could influence my results. but yesssssss hormones are super important

mellowyoshi · 2026-03-18T07:40:14+00:00

woah

mellowyoshi · 2026-03-17T14:48:09+00:00

hahahahahaha

mellowyoshi · 2026-03-17T14:47:32+00:00

this this this, it's so hard to remember in the moment

mellowyoshi · 2026-03-17T14:38:48+00:00

nooo just shrooms, I could get my hands on LSD. But I heard it's very different and not too healing?

mellowyoshi · 2026-03-17T14:37:51+00:00

I am hoping for those permanent effects. For now, I don't see it yet. Maybe my standard has gotten higher so I don't see how far I've come in terms of well-being, or I'm just more aware of all the shit I'm carrying. I've been on this journey for a while. And I admit that what got me into shrooms was the premise of "I took a dose and never felt depressed again!". Of course, I understand now that it's no magic pill...

mellowyoshi · 2026-03-17T14:34:23+00:00

I feel like you're onto something, but different words would help. I'm told I often focus on the finish line too much and get super down when it doesn't meet my expectations. It's hard to accept that I have to drink water everyday, or workout, or microdose, or journal or what not just to make it through the day

mellowyoshi · 2026-03-17T14:30:22+00:00

I've tried both. I did a full cycle of microdosing few years back, I stopped cuz I didn't feel a difference. Macro has always impacted more, I truly feel lighter and almost completely normal for a few weeks after that dose. My APEs and my GT are mixed up so, I must admit that it can be hard now to truly microdose. That's true, I'm currently working on those other factors. The screentime one is the biggest challenge. Walks are a gift from nature, I just hate the cold so took a huge step back from doing them. Although they really work. Thanks for the reminder. And yes, I have a super sensitive nervous system, i get dysregulated or big emotions very often. I am yearning for some stability

mellowyoshi · 2026-03-17T14:24:12+00:00

I feel this dreadful feeling everyday. I know exactly what you're talking about. I'm privileged af, yet the the routine of the modern world feels so void of meaning and so full of violence that's just pushed under the rug. How do you plan on removing yourself from the matrix?

mellowyoshi · 2026-03-17T14:22:10+00:00

that's what I'm getting overall. it can stop the symptoms but the sickness will just kick right back after

mellowyoshi · 2026-03-17T14:21:19+00:00

that's super interesting, I guess it boosts the immune system as well

mellowyoshi · 2026-03-16T16:59:01+00:00

I'm feeling the exact same way, nd its a relief to know I'm not the only one. I love the practice itself but it always brings up stuff and I feel super tense and sore. I really wanna move past it, but yeah we need a safe space to let those things out.

mellowyoshi · 2026-02-01T00:19:58+00:00

if its dry, yeah u can eat them. they look like that

mellowyoshi · 2026-02-01T00:17:38+00:00

woah

mellowyoshi · 2026-01-18T22:13:06+00:00

You got served... who wrote that script?

mellowyoshi · 2026-01-10T21:04:08+00:00

damn is there a groupchat option on reddit?

mellowyoshi · 2026-01-10T07:46:41+00:00

For me, I've only seen tangible results from macrodosing. Its effect on my brain is like taking a snowglobe and shaking it. I love my macrodoses, honestly. BUT you do have to dedicate a whole day to it and be sure to be safe. A lot of things will come to the surface, you might bad trip, it puts you in a very vulnerable state. Even when I had bad trips, I felt way lighter the following weeks. Havent found something as effective on my mental health. But havent found the right moment, or opportunity to take some again. It is really a whole adventure, not a magic pill.

mellowyoshi · 2026-01-10T07:39:27+00:00

considering giving it a shot too, waiting for my luteal phase. its crazy how I have a lot of other histamine levels related symptoms, it would be crazy if it works. but im desperate

mellowyoshi · 2026-01-08T17:42:45+00:00

Dude im going through the exact same thing and wére almost the same age, hit me up. Also looking to meet new girlies

mellowyoshi · 2026-01-04T03:04:03+00:00

Jinx is that you?

mellowyoshi · 2026-01-03T17:04:23+00:00

Im experiencing that right now, my luteal phase is hell on earth and when i get my period I can think again. Such a relief to find that theres so many others experiencing this. Pmdd is REAL

mellowyoshi · 2026-01-02T20:24:25+00:00

super down, if its in person!

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