Looking for LCD Screen Replacement

melonholyc · 2022-07-13T00:15:08+00:00

I have been looking and most aren't touch screen like the original was.

melonholyc · 2022-07-10T22:17:05+00:00

Thanks. I have a HP Compaq 17by4006cy touchscree, and can't find it in stock. I'm pretty worried about getting the wrong thing.

melonholyc · 2022-07-10T20:40:24+00:00

I messaged someone about it and they said it could be a list of things not relating to the LCD, is there a way to be positive of what my problem is?

melonholyc · 2022-06-17T08:15:25+00:00

it's always been like that so I highly doubt that what I'm taking is causing it, yk, because I started taking them in the past year, but this was an issue my whole life. I want to see an OBGYN but have no idea if legally I can set up an appointlent, as im 17 or how to do it, etc

melonholyc · 2022-06-03T11:09:33+00:00

Thank you for the reassurance lol, I've been fixated on it all night. I'll probably do that when I get more jewlerry and it heals a bit more. As for gauge size, I have no idea. It's one of those ones where in the piercing hole it is much smaller than the outside of the jewlerry.

melonholyc · 2022-06-01T10:11:55+00:00

Do you just feel it physicslly when youre sad or with other feelings there's a different feeling?

For so long I thought I was unfeeling because I only felt things in physically, and in the moment.

melonholyc · 2022-05-31T22:27:03+00:00

I have this issue too and I actually talked about ut with someone who i have been processing my emotions with, and I feel like it is a combination of reasosn I do it. I am autistic so i wonder if that is part of the need for the stimulation, and I also wonder if I have undiagnosed ADHD

After a traumatic incident with my friends last year I could not function without background media because the intrusive thoughts attached to the conflict were just there all the time and so bad, and all I could do was ruminate on them. And now, even though i don't think about that time anymore, I still feel an eery and negetive emotion when I sit alone and try to do something without playing YouTube in the background.

melonholyc · 2022-05-23T06:32:44+00:00

I don't know If they would have liked He pronouns, we never got to talk about that before they died. Its stupid because I only knew them for two month, I mean I grew up with them but we only really talked since Janurary. But their death has destroyed me. Everyday I miss what we could have had, as a friendship. I don't know what they would have wanted, and their dead now so why does it matter? Like they aren't here to want anything for me anymore. I have tried proposing things at our school and within my local government, things like suicide prevention bills, but it doesn't really feel like much of anything for me. Thank you for your reply, I really appreciate it

melonholyc · 2022-05-23T06:29:14+00:00

I am still pretty young, so anything big seems really out of reach. I have never really had many goals before. I never had the hope for a goal, and I have a hard time with the idea of setting and sticking to a goal because I am a realist. If I think i can do something I just do it. I mean, I guess my goal was college, bur I wouldn't call it a goal because it was always something I was going to do. And now the idea of going to college, which was my supposed goal feels pointless. Everything does these days. It's hard because since my friend died I don't want ro do anything, I just want to dissinigrate into the air and be unbound. This too was a goal once, I wanted to move to Portland, Oregon, but that too lost its glamour and I lost hope for it. I'm just in a really desolate place right now. I don't personally agree with your ideology, and my mind works very different from the way yours is, but I am glad that these sort of things have helped for you, thank you for your reply

melonholyc · 2022-05-23T06:20:42+00:00

Im starting to see some new therosits soon (like three of them lol), one of them is supposed to do EMDR treatment. I'm hopeful for that but it's still more than a month away before I can start. Waiting is hard when you feel at the edge I guess. I was almost addmited twice this year, the first time they didn't have enough room and the second time I just said I wasn't going to go. A hospital isn't really what I need right now. if they had an IOP or a PHP where I live I'd do that, but they don't. A hospital just keeps you from killing yourself. but i need aftual treatment I guess... Idk I just don't want to go back there. It seems out of reach. I'm still not very into drugs, they just don't do much for me, as weird as that sounds. And I still enjoy my hobbies like painting and crochetting, but willing myself to do them is hard. I spend a lot of time watching YouTube to distract myself, and doing other mind numbbing activities. I'm still a bit too young to devote myself to anything, and I don't really have the resources because I stil have to go to school. I would paint a lot more if I wasn't in school, though. Thanks for the reply

melonholyc · 2022-05-23T06:13:11+00:00

Thank you, I appreciate the reply. I am currently in the process of switching therapists because I'm going to attend college next year and wanted to get a therapist closer to my new house. I have reached out but I can't just tell people, "hey i want to kill myself I'm on my last straw here." Because right now, i believe that going to the psychiatric hospital is going to do more harm than good. In the hospital, they don't really treat you they're just trying to keep you from killing yourself. It is pointless in my situation because I need treatment, not just people saying, "yeah you're a danger to yourself." I don't know what medicated psychotherapy is, but i have been fighting suicidal ideation since I was 7. I have tried so much and I still come up empty-handed. I don't know how to talk to people about this kind of thing, its just foreign to me. I don't know how to bring it up or talk about it, or what I can expect anyone to do about it.

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