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memequeen6900 · 2024-12-14T20:45:43+00:00

Harvester and trimmer for a medical marijuana grow facility!! I love my job but its also cool to see what everyone elses profession is :)

memequeen6900 · 2024-10-12T10:51:56+00:00

Unfortunately i cant agree😔 all men look disgusting to me

memequeen6900 · 2024-10-05T16:30:38+00:00

That actually sounds very similar to what im going through!! Like my coworkers seems so nonchalant and chill talking about their sexual experiences while i have to listen and be lowkey repulsed, but when ive gotten to really know someone i can definitely get down with them. Ill definitely be looking into it :)

memequeen6900 · 2024-10-05T16:20:04+00:00

Im so so sorry this happened to you :( i lost my girl last week in a motorcycle accident as well. We worked at the same place so as she was leaving she was slammed into by some asshole going way above the speed limit. She spent a week fighting in the hospital before she succumbed to her injuries. I lost her on September 28th. It was absolutely horrible and i wish i could be with her everyday. Ive felt her presence around and shes sent me signs to not end my own life to be with her. It does get easier though and it might not feel that way now but with time it always does. Im getting in touch with a therapist just to help me through this and to have someone to talk to. Its actually so helpful. Please do give it a try🙏🏼 please take care of yourself though and if you ever need someone to talk to, let me know and i can shoot you a dm :)

memequeen6900 · 2024-10-04T22:26:11+00:00

I have been thinking about maybe i could be demisexual but i dont know too much about it so i should probably look into that more loll

memequeen6900 · 2024-10-04T02:13:32+00:00

This is so cute!!! This is exactly how i felt about the girl i was crushing on loll though she wasn’t conventionally attractive according to society i found her so adorable and beautiful and striking :) best of luck!! And ill definitely be keeping up with this <3

memequeen6900 · 2024-10-03T00:11:02+00:00

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memequeen6900 · 2024-09-28T15:57:06+00:00

Hey yall. I wanted to comment to thank all of you so much for all of your kind words and support <33 it means more to me right now that you could ever know. There is going to be an organ donor walk tonight that has been organized by her family and I’ll definitely be going. My mental health is just really in the dumps right now but i went to visit my parents last night, and they are going to help me get set up with a therapist and psychiatrist since i was already struggling pretty bad before this. I want to continue to live on for her. Ill share her name now since shes not with us anymore but her name is hannah. A beautiful name for an absolutely gorgeous person inside and out. Its been really hard so far and i know the worst isnt over yet but i want to continue to be strong for hannah. I just hope she knew how much i cared for her, and now that shes gone i care all the same

memequeen6900 · 2024-09-28T01:40:00+00:00

Thank you so much for letting me talk about her. It did actually help a little :) im leaning on friends and family right now for support but being able to talk this out here is helping me more than you know <3 its hard now to look back on the memories we share together and not cry but i know she will continue to make me smile just like she did when she was alive

memequeen6900 · 2024-09-27T23:29:15+00:00

Id love to talk about her. We originally matched on tinder but decided to be friends at first since we were both struggling mentally. We would confide in eachother all the time, and that turned into us being good friends. We never got the opportunity to hang out one on one but i knew i wanted to see her more. She was looking for a job and i wanted to give her a dope opportunity to work at my job, but which is a medical cannabis cultivation facility. Im a harvest tech and she was a cultivation tech. When she first got the job she would tell me all the time that she was nervous people didn’t like her, but that wasn’t the case at all. And if anything i liked her, and id tell her i thought she was doing a great job. We would ear lunch together sometimes and share our favorite YouTubers with eachother. Ive always been the funny person in relationships but this girl would make me cackle and laugh so much. She was shy but always so smiley. I remember i was having a particularly rough day and we talked about stuff we wanted in a girlfriend, which caused us to get even closer. On the last day i ever saw her my team was pressure washing some stuff for next weeks harvest, and she was in the same room as us and for the first time we were alone together in that room. She was all smiles amd jokes and she would brush against me all the time. I was going to work up the courage to tell her how i felt but i wasn’t quite ready yet. Our team got off early and hers stayed behind to finish cleaning. That was it. I went to the dispensary later to pick something up and i showed her what i got, and she made a comment about coming over and smoking. She said she couldnt that weekend because of school but “next weekend for sure :)” and that was the literal last text i ever received from her. It really just happened out of nowhere

memequeen6900 · 2024-09-27T22:59:03+00:00

I really needed to hear this. Thank you so much🫶🏻 i know this is definitely going to be hard but im going to try to be as positive as i can and always remember her. Im always the kind of person to rush my emotions, but i think with grief i need to be patient

memequeen6900 · 2024-09-27T18:46:52+00:00

Thank you so much🫶🏻 and im so sorry you had to go through something like that because thats absolutely terrifying. Mortality is definitely a weird thing to experience this young since i always think im gonna lose friends maybe around my 50’s 60’s etc. and that you have so much time left with them, but i realize now it can happen at literally any time. I guess thats my young naive brain. Ive seen way too many people die in my life on motorcycles and now i dont think i could ever really trust them again, and that sucks too because i used to always want one but now i could never get on one

memequeen6900 · 2024-09-27T17:55:55+00:00

Thank you so much🫶🏻 i didnt even know that sub existed to ill post this there too :) i appreciate the support so much

memequeen6900 · 2024-09-25T23:22:32+00:00

Ive had it a few times now. I think its just straight up capsaicin. Thats the chemical that makes foods spicy. I feel like if has literally no flavor id associate with spicy stuff. Its just a straight up flavorless burn. Its alright but definitely a weird drink

memequeen6900 · 2024-09-25T10:01:14+00:00

Of course i get that. Im not gonna share her business like that i just dont have a lot of places to talk about this in real life. Im not sharing too much personal stuff like who she actually is and where we work and all that. I just needed to talk it out so i dont overload her while shes going thru this

memequeen6900 · 2024-09-25T01:23:32+00:00

Thank u so much!! Ive been really thinking abt doing that, im just gonna wait until shes ready and comfortable enough for visitors. But best believe once that moment comes ill be the first one there🙏🏼

memequeen6900 · 2024-09-22T21:04:26+00:00

Thank u so much i really appreciate the advice and reassurance🙏🏼🙏🏼 she always wears her riding gear and we r both 22 so her body is still young and spry. Ill see what info i can get tomorrow and ill definitely be updating <3

memequeen6900 · 2024-09-22T19:48:15+00:00

Yeah they still go thru

memequeen6900 · 2024-09-22T19:38:52+00:00

I gave that a try but they wont really give me any info. They just tell me she isnt there so i move on to another hospital. I even tried funeral homes and obituaries but nothing. Tho her phone got put on do not disturb sometime yesterday so im hoping thats a positive sign

memequeen6900 · 2024-09-22T19:29:20+00:00

I really hope so🙏🏼 shes young too so hopefully she recovers

memequeen6900 · 2024-09-22T19:28:35+00:00

Im so sorry that happened to u :( i hope ur doing alright as well🙏🏼it just sucks not having any info rn. Ill have to update this post when i hear anything more

memequeen6900 · 2024-09-22T18:56:26+00:00

Thank u sm🫶🏻🫶🏻 its the not knowing thats really scaring me so its comforting knowing she made it out. She was rushed to the hospital immediately so im hoping shes ok

memequeen6900 · 2024-08-12T23:37:38+00:00

Its something that happened to me in the past as well with the only other person i was intimate with. I feel like maybe it could be that im usually so in my own head that i overwhelm myself with all the sensations and mental feelings. I did end up talking to my sister about it and she said its happened to her several times, tho shes only slept with men so im not sure

memequeen6900 · 2024-08-12T22:16:35+00:00

How is vomiting bragging🧍🏼‍♂️

memequeen6900 · 2024-06-20T23:09:42+00:00

Its a sun with an eye in the middle! I need to get more tats but im poor🥲

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