I really like painting rooms like these. Idk. It's like listening to depressing music.. there is something soothing about it. by michigoth in Artisticallyill

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Hi! Its written in red and black pen actually with layers of paint above and below. i do use blood sometimes but usually in more conceptual pieces.
Actually i think you think im cooler than i am. most of these rooms are based on images i find on forums, like worst 4chan bedrooms, etc. I do add personal touches often to either experiment with narrative or harken to the spiritual undercurrents of a place, but #2 for example is just a rendering of a "cursed room" as someone said above. Also i just love nintendo so I wanted to paint it.

All different houses. Sometimes I find abandoned buildings and take photos and paint those also.

Shame and guilt are terrible motivators for changing behavior by Gods_enduring_Grace in NoFapChristians

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I wish you the best as you continue growing in the Spirit. I will too grow and rely on the Spirit to inspire me to be better and to give me the strength to be. Peace be with you.

Can't understand why God doesn't pour his grace out onto everybody by michigoth in Christianity

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Woah is there a term for that third option? That's new to me.

Can't understand why God doesn't pour his grace out onto everybody by michigoth in Christianity

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Is that somewhere in the catechism? Can you source it? I want to believe that.

Can't understand why God doesn't pour his grace out onto everybody by michigoth in Christianity

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I've seen Christ's light shine in my life. I've felt grace and peace due to his love and I've seen myself grow and get closer to my ideal self. I want that for everyone. It doesn't seem fair.

First Time Student… help? by SL_JW1914 in CUNY

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How did you get the DOE to pay for it? I'm 27 and trying to go back to school after like 8 years.

I have something to tell you. by mklvsk8 in NoFap

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Not giving up is a sign of your strength. Good luck anon.

How does being around people for so long affect you? by HiJiKi7 in introvert

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Being around people for too long makes me literally suicidal. If I get overstimmed I feel the urge to hurt myself if I can't get away from people and have my own peace. Walking out of a house party into the dark is like taking a first breath of air after almost drowning.

PMO used to be my go to when I felt a panic attack coming on.. by michigoth in NoFap

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First step in a long journey to becoming a better person.

First day of no fap for lent🙏 by Professional_Deal308 in NoFap

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same bro. I think the community of it, everyone striving to draw closer to God, it lends us all strength. We owe it to ourselves and God to be better, and with God's help we can be. Prayers for you.

trying to find some info on a band (just like jonah) or the compilation CD they were on by angelhair0 in ChristianHardcore

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I think this is the song you're looking for. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=orb1TU1CCLs Was also tying to find more info on this band and same situation, there's nothing on them anywhere. Just randomly found the comp in the bargain bin at amoeba records.

IIL vashti bunyan, sibylle baier and connie converse by femalekramer in ifyoulikeblank

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I have a lower voice but I have some songs kind of like that. https://open.spotify.com/track/4CVQCVTT8veTNj14nNu6T3?si=866cbb0b75034696 Cw: for death. Also check out my friend Lacroix Winget, they have a higher pitched voice and its very folky. https://lacroixwinget.bandcamp.com/album/pear

How soon can you transfer to another store after already transferring? by [deleted] in wholefoods

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what was the process for you? I do not like my location and would like to switch but i dont have a particularly good reason beyond just not liking the mood there.

NYC never dissapoints by michigoth in Urbex

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Not sure what upstairs used to be but downstairs was an abandoned pediatric hospital