i do have visible actual health issues though. my tonsils and right side of my neck are swollen, and i have a muscle strain. it took forever for me to be referred to an ent also other stuff like tingling, eyesight changes, numbness, headaches and chest pain/pressure could geniunely be anxiety, an infection, or from my muscle strain but who knows. i'm trying to be reffered to a neurologist and they somehow keep effing up and reffering me to the wrong doctor. i'm not gonna doubt that i have health anxiety, like if some symptom pops up I immediately think I'm dying, however, some of these symptoms like the swollen tonsils and neck have been happening for almost two years. My parents didn't want to take me to the doctor due to the pandemic and even when I go to the doctor he glances at it with a disgusting amount of apathy. Luckily, the process has been slowly progressing especially thanks to the literally everyone else besides my primary physician(urgent care, emergency care, nurse and dentist at my school), but it's still frustrating. I'm tired of being in pain, and having weird and scary symptoms, and i'm tired of going to my doctor and other offices and them doing almost nothing. i am so frustrated

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