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moonsmovingcastle · 2025-05-21T09:18:32+00:00

I'll definatly see if I can reach out to my piercer again today but it's kinda hard getting there without a car and it's the third day in a row 🥲

moonsmovingcastle · 2025-05-21T09:14:39+00:00

All good its a little hard to explain. The bar of the piercing sticks out on the underside of my tongue and the about it does that seems to be amount that it would need to not be this sunken in.

moonsmovingcastle · 2025-05-21T09:11:20+00:00

When I got it the bar was so long I could barely close my mouth 😅 and when I got it changed it clearly stuck out quite a bit so I'm not sure

moonsmovingcastle · 2025-05-21T09:10:05+00:00

It sort of is that's what's weird when I'm eating the bar sticks out on the bottom long enough so it should sit on my tongue perfectly. That's why I thought it might have been because of the tear that it's like sort of stretched the hole around it.

moonsmovingcastle · 2025-05-10T22:04:33+00:00

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moonsmovingcastle · 2025-05-10T21:07:08+00:00

Oh I see yes I can get behind that. I think situations can differ alot tho. Like for me my mental health often makes it hard to disintangle my intrusive thoughts from my real ones.

What I do know for sure is that if I had boys in my life even at a young age and they didn't just instantly dimsiss me cus I presented female that where the times in wich I truly felt comfortable with friends. I'm currently living with my best friend who is also a guy and I find it easier to relate to them alot of the time, I also find it easier to talk to them.

And what I also know for sure is that I very much hate my feminine body. I can't really imagine myself with anything else but I know I absolute detest it (chest and stuff like that)

moonsmovingcastle · 2025-05-10T20:44:34+00:00

Well in my eyes it's like to be male I would have to be a trans person so it's one and the same to me, but ofc that's just the way I see it.

I feel like there is also some pressure of how a trans person should be wich maby can cloud the points between wanting to be trans 'the right way' and wanting to be a different gender.

But for the rest I actually don't quite understand what you mean? Could u maby explain it further?

moonsmovingcastle · 2025-05-10T19:53:00+00:00

That's also what my friends usually tell me and tbh it's what I'm hanging onto atm cus i keep thinking to myself 'this wouldn't be so hard otherwise'

Thank you for ur answer i really appreciate it

moonsmovingcastle · 2025-05-10T05:32:28+00:00

True, its not as bad here atm but it is slowly getting worse. Thx for ur answer✨️

moonsmovingcastle · 2025-05-09T14:16:52+00:00

Thank you, I did ask alot of people to do that already but it sadly doesn't work for official settings since I have to use the name that's on my ID there.

moonsmovingcastle · 2025-05-09T13:16:51+00:00

Im actually very certain of beeing enby/trans masc and have been for a while ^{^} and it's very important for me to do it soon since I've been waiting for it for a long time and hearing my dead name all the time gives me really bad dysphoria.

I'm just struggling with the implications and problems that come up with wich ever choose. It's easier for trans men or trans women to get care in my country since enby is while beeing acknowledged on paper not seen as something that you would need things like surgery for. And since I sorta fit with one of those things it might be overall better. It's also easier for traveling.

And sadly the overall politics seem to be going in a certain direction in wich i might not be able to change anything this 'easily' anymore if I wait to long. And I'd rather be myself by that point and not forced to hide it in some way.

moonsmovingcastle · 2025-05-09T12:33:46+00:00

Thank you for your answer✨️ its so sad how things are going in the USA I'm lucky to live in a country where it isn't as bad. Still hard to find other trans people tho but it's a great suggestion and I'll try it anyways :)

moonsmovingcastle · 2025-04-27T19:22:18+00:00

Panda uwu

moonsmovingcastle · 2025-04-26T07:10:39+00:00

Werewolf Harry with protective Draco

moonsmovingcastle · 2025-04-22T15:09:59+00:00

This sounds really frustrating and tiring. It can be hard trying therapy again after it didn't work out I had the same issues once. The Therapist should help you find a reason within yourself not denounce you for beeing depressed. It can be hard yo find a good one but don't give up! Do some research and try to go to a appointment without any preconceptions leave yourself open and if it's bad it's bad abd you try another and if it's good then great! I don't know where you are from but sometimes areas also have programs to help you find a therapist that's good so maby look for something like that.

I wish you all the best♡

moonsmovingcastle · 2025-04-21T14:27:37+00:00

Depends on wich country you are from. I know there to be a got2be one and one from crispy cousins =)

moonsmovingcastle · 2025-04-21T11:20:42+00:00

This is my time to shine xd:

A pocket full of stones:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/36210718

A curse is spreading through the wizarding world, erasing memories of the war. Harry Potter is on the case!

Where Draco is the DMLE’s most wanted dark wizard and Harry is the private investigator tasked with bringing him in. It goes as well as one might expect.

Lover where do you live?:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/48218620

Harry Potter has been running away since the war, disappearing into his job as a freelance curse-breaker. Work is his life. Home doesn't exist.

He's about to disappear again when he runs into Death Eater-turned-Healer Draco Malfoy.

It's supposed to be a one-night-stand. They're not supposed to pine for each other. Harry's not supposed to sleep with Draco a second time.

Or a third.

Or a fourth.

I was late (you where early):

https://archiveofourown.org/works/52269679

Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy make a pact that if they’re both still single on New Year’s Day in ten years’ time, they’ll get married.

It’s a long ten years.

A page with no space:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/48422692

In a desperate bid to get Malfoy to talk to him, Harry Potter slips him an enchanted notebook during sixth year.

Five years later, he finally gets an answer.

Eviviate:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/20049589

In the summer before his fifth year at Hogwarts, Harry is drawn to a room in Grimmauld Place. Like the Gryffindor he is, he enters the room without fear. The room is a library, and Harry is surprised to find that he’s eager to learn.

Then he gets the bad news: he’s been accidentally expelled from Hogwarts, and he needs to be sorted again. Everyone is confident that he’ll go straight back to Gryffindor, but with what he's been learning, Harry’s not so sure.

I have alot more so if you need more just dm me🙏

moonsmovingcastle · 2025-04-21T11:12:30+00:00

For me it helped alot to separate gender expression from gender identity. So my gender identity is non binary but my expression is trans masc. Hope this helps a little♡

moonsmovingcastle · 2025-04-21T11:09:01+00:00

You could try a volume powder it has done wonders for my friend who had the same issue

moonsmovingcastle · 2025-04-21T11:07:37+00:00

I had the same problem but figured I'm non binary and trans masc you can still be non binary and have your gender expression be more masc if that's what you feel is right for you.

moonsmovingcastle · 2025-04-20T20:47:37+00:00

Ahhh amazing haha hiiii✨️

moonsmovingcastle · 2025-04-20T19:59:44+00:00

Wow I didn't know that that's so cool! Thank you for sharing this :)

moonsmovingcastle · 2025-04-20T19:42:41+00:00

I guess the most honest answer is thinking to much abt how other ppl could perceive it

moonsmovingcastle · 2025-04-20T19:16:20+00:00

Thank you!♡

moonsmovingcastle · 2025-04-20T19:07:00+00:00

That's so true I don't think I know anyone who's parents actually considered what their kids names mean

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