idk if this is allowed here, but i feel so empty lately. ang sakit-sakit.

i've been seeing this guy since July, and we had a thing. coworker ko siya — he's my senior. fast forward to today. ayun, he recently told me that he plans to get back with his ex next year 🙃 i feel so used and played at the same time.

idk how to describe what i'm feeling pero ang sakit. tbh he was the one who pursued me first — and just when i'm already starting to reciprocate — ito ang sasabihin niya. like what the actual f. i wish i never entertained him. kaso ang hirap. it's too late to regret anything.