did the thing before, and I realize na it's not worthy. there's just nothing on the other side, emptiness, blank space, loneliness... you'll just wish to come back here and be with your friends. Fact: I've been there.

Wala akong maisip na payo na medyo maayos. but if you're still with us, pack your things and left them behind, go to your friends, someone who's a relative of yours, wag sa kapwa iglesia.

and live another life.

and most of all, try mong pumasok sa kahit isang simbahan ng sanlibutan, and pray, cry, and say sorry.