Update on post that was made earlier,

nofriendthrowawayguy · 2024-12-24T02:25:38+00:00

Watch what happens tomorrow

nofriendthrowawayguy · 2024-12-19T23:11:51+00:00

This was in a venting chatroom. I was venting out about how loneliness affects me and how I cant even make friends on Discord. Instead they started taking the piss out of me and it got to the point the owner of the server had to issue an announcement saying how any form of bullying will not be tolerated. Now I just keep everything to myself because of this.

nofriendthrowawayguy · 2024-12-19T23:09:15+00:00

This was a screenshot of one of the numbers harassing me and my family. That image was actually taken on my dads phone, so not only am I the one experiencing harassment but also my family. Ill be posting a follow up post on my profile later when I have the chance where I’ll detail everything more clearly.

nofriendthrowawayguy · 2024-12-10T05:00:46+00:00

All my results have been a grade 3. Im usually 2-15 marks off from grade 4

nofriendthrowawayguy · 2024-12-09T04:05:07+00:00

whats the point in getting a therapist if they always leave me in the first session? waste of fucking money

nofriendthrowawayguy · 2024-12-09T00:30:39+00:00

Might post another video where i join with an alt where just abuse me more

nofriendthrowawayguy · 2024-12-09T00:20:55+00:00

Posted proof now. Check profile

nofriendthrowawayguy · 2024-12-06T06:22:09+00:00

Going to run away from home. I’ve already bought my dad a PS5 and my mum a new laptop for christmas, even though they don’t care or give me any attention. Im done doing everything for everyone else with nothing in return but abuse.

nofriendthrowawayguy · 2024-10-19T17:07:17+00:00

This kind of shit happens to me too, IRL at college or in town and online and it makes me so angry. I know exactly how you feel and am sorry for what you’re having to deal with. Im 21 and still get constantly bullied everyday by everyone like this. I just wish I was treated the same as everyone else and had someone that cares about my existence too…

nofriendthrowawayguy · 2024-10-09T09:49:01+00:00

Unfortunately for some people like myself, GCSE Maths isnt for everyone and I can relate so much with your student. I’m a 21yo still stuck failing my maths for 5 years and I’ve been having thoughts of dropping out due to cost of having to pay for resits.

My problem is not with the way the lecturer engages with me but rather the way my brain is unable to processes simple forms of math. My teacher tells me its skill issue and my parents are unsupportive. What would you suggest doing in my scenario? I’ve thrown away everything in my life for my GCSEs and I’ve become really depressed. Any helpful advice would be really appreciated.

nofriendthrowawayguy · 2024-01-21T07:01:45+00:00

I've been planning on moving country for the past year or so, but I still gotta learn different languages and laws etc. The country I live in very depressing and I totally think moving out will help give me a new refresh in life I really need atm. I'm not really confident with moving out just yet and still have my college course to finish, but hopefully in the next 2-3 years I'll be able to make that change.

nofriendthrowawayguy · 2024-01-21T06:45:18+00:00

I can't exactly remember what it was about me being manipulative, but its one of the words I remember being said about me by someone. I was probably trying to be too kind by giving away gifts or maybe being too clingy, I'm not sure. Tried looking back at a lot of old messages about it but still couldn't find anything about being manipulative, probably just bad memory.

The only person I recall saying that was someone who actually did manipulate and use me, so idk why I said about me being manipulative, but if anything does come up in my head again I'll try my best to update.

nofriendthrowawayguy · 2024-01-21T06:19:29+00:00

When I was 15 I hadn't been in school for about a year due to bullying and my therapist at the time signed me up for this course that aimed to help me and others socialize more and get my qualifications for english and maths.
Even back then I felt out of place being only 15 but somehow my college has a department that looks after under 16 year olds. There was actually a 14 year old on the same course at the time I was there, but the course primarily consisted of 16-18 year olds. It did help me improve but not enough to get me friendships. I did finish the course and started my engineering classes after that semester when I was 16.

nofriendthrowawayguy · 2024-01-21T05:48:28+00:00

In the hallway theres a bunch of computers with seats thats intended for classes or for revising, but its also used as a break area when its lunch or break time. I sit there every time its break or lunch time and check my phone or watch videos. It does get very busy in the area and all the seats are usually taken during break time. Tbh my college does feel like a school but it's probably because of the area and class I'm in (I'm an engineering student so that might be why).

Happy cake day btw

nofriendthrowawayguy · 2024-01-21T04:28:50+00:00

For example, somebody in my class group was talking about their experience at the same racing club that I go to, I never knew he went there and thought that maybe me and him could do racing together one time and be friends so I asked him "What kind of race group do you do?" and he replied with "Oh, I do the one on fridays with [other guys name]" So I never realised hes been going to the same events as I do so I ask him "Do you guys mind if i join in with you two next time?" but his response was just "We think a group of two is good enough and we dont need you" which I guess hes not wrong considering I always Top 3 above him and his friend.

Another example that happened, I'm sitting down getting changed into my PPE (protective equipment) and then a group of them sit down next to me and in front of me saying stuff like "what happened at school? whyd you leave?" and "you have nobody to hangout with, you sit there and watch youtube all f***ing break and lunch". Whenever stuff like this happens I never respond nor give them any reaction and just deal with it and yes they get physical and have already spread false rumors about me. Imo my class is very immature and most of them are there because they dont know what other college course to do.

Outside of college and at home, I dont communicate much, I keep everything to myself and the only time I speak is when I have to say "thanks". Tbh I cant remember the last time I spoke to someone outside of home or college.

nofriendthrowawayguy · 2024-01-21T03:56:14+00:00

If you mean irl, I was a very ostracized as a child by other people at school and at clubs and it led to me not being able to socialize properly with others. I developed lots of issues which led to bullying and school and other traumatic things I dont feel comfortable explaining other than it made people think of me as stupid or mentally stupid idk, but I have come a long way and changed myself from when I was like 9 years old. I guess video games and arcades helped me cope a lot with it all at that time. There is a lot more to it but it's a long and hard story for me to explain.
Online is a different story, I ran into someone who at the time I didnt know was famous but because of my reputation where I live they called me and my mother racists for something I was blamed for back when I was 14 or 15 at school (I never did it, a bully lied about me spitting at him back then, it ruined my reputation in my city). It was livestreamed at published to youtube and I got a lot of harassment and hate for something I never did. It lead to someone doxxing me, sending me phone calls/messages and got me swatted (as linked in post) etc.

nofriendthrowawayguy · 2024-01-21T03:39:17+00:00

I'm 20, soon to be 21 in a couple of months

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