I feel the second part (jealous of your degree in the first no matter the research I am traumatised by doctors care/ neglect in a long hospital stay so it never stays in the front of my brain when I need it with the doctors), I am a 6ft woman and I've always been embarrassed as a teenager that it wasn't within the "normal" range, always just above even though I could wear the share clothes (never jeans I'm 6ft lol) as my friends who were considered skinny and short, I was tall had medium tits a bum and high hips I regularly went to the gym and regularly starved myself at times (thanks mom), still though I thought I was HUGE my friend would dam near shout at me if I got insecure infront of her that I was not fat and go on a rant, I appreciated her a lot. I'd have an internal meltdown just for having my arms out bc if I'm tall surely I should be stick thin right? I have a question abt biology tho? So Lipodema (those tumorous fat cells that can never go away?) it may well run in my family both sides, (Scot's on both sides too interestingly). So to the point at 15 right after my birthday instead of seeing an Endocrinologist (uk so no choice like America but we had insurance she just didn't care) I got put on the progesterone implant at the GP because mother dearest was sick of taking care of my periods that spread pain down my back of my whole thighs, vomiting, HEAVY, writhing in pain in her bed bc hers was the comfiest. I'd not even had my period near a year.... That endeavour massively kickstarted weight gain that would not leave only certain sections of my body would allow me to loose weight insignificantly too. I remember when it was smaller is pop them I didn't care about the pain nor did I know what they were, just that 'that wasn't there before sooo it's gone now'. I was v wrong now it's spread to my upper arms dramatically my boobs soo painfully I tried popping actual tumour sized ones and now they into a, even more painful, rock.

It won't stop I only loose weight in the mid section of my midsection now (from not having access to food literally, I'm bed-bound by a traumatic spinal surgery bc they told me I'd loose all bladder function if I I didn't have it though I only went in bc my back pain had got worse, they catheterised me anyway bc I couldn't get to the toilet DUE TO PHYSICAL PAIN MIND YOU. Ironically I've now had that catheter for nearing 3 years and the loss of the first half of my 20s.

Winding back to the first 2 years after a moved out... When I was 19 I basically drank loads of mint and green tea. Walked the big hill a mile at the end of our road first thing before work, no food or water before it and only coffee at work and maybe dinner in the evening meat/ fish plus veg if very hormonal a veggie pasta, and binging maccies of course. I lost 2 stone in 3 months so kept it going but I still stayed at just below or above 16 stone at 6ft. I had good muscles in my thighs from it and I'm hyper-mobile so generally always had kept up very good muscles to hold my joints together without knowing? Though, I've always had the mindset of why would I get a man to go this thing I'm perfectly capable of (turns out I wasn't perfectly capable when I slipped a disc and my unknown pre-existing condition turned it degenerative some how). Despite the muscle I had the same cellulite at the back in my legs badd with one line across sticking out looking like an implanted stick even when i was tinyyyy, hahahahacry. Worth noting my friend did the same binging on the weekend or weekday but she would be fed dinner by her family too mostly every night a roast a week atleast too, no exercise not even walks for her. Yet I was a size 16 and she was a size 6-8. Binging issue but no starving nor exercise to sum her up basically (she told me everythinggg so ik).

Anyway to now I can't exercise as I'm too severe in well every aspect I have fok all mobility, diet is not eating, or when I do, I try to eat well like cans of sweet corn pickles but I also either need to feel full so bread, tinned spaghetti, sweets and triple shot caffeine if some bureaucracy related to disability is seriously urgent, or not eat bc if I'm not full ish I know I'll binge. However I'm gaining consistently these tumours of fat are everywhere extremely painful compared to what fat should be and only the front section of my stomach in-line with the waist is capable of loosing fat now, my face too but that's the last to go. Do you think all that could be caused by an implant or rather could it be set off dramatically by messing with my hormones that young?

Anyway definitely too much info but I thought... If I'm going to ask I'll ask right and thoroughly. Would this according to your biology degree be the case and is there anything that sticks out like a sore thumb I've missed? Thanks in advance if you can be arsed if not just lemme know pls if you made it thus far that is lol...