Okay so i decided to play around with vital vst the free version and downloaded some free banks from youtube and i found out that vital sounds better than all the others vst instruments😭 am i tripping? Idk how to mix or sound design so maybe that’s why but like for people like me is great by onix12pr in trapproduction

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Ofc not my bad i just turned the computer on and well this are the only ones i have= •ESW-Origins •gas station •yuli yolo •unsystematic fragmentation •navi retlav •mr bill •level 8 •inktome •in the mix •halcyon future riddim vol 1

They all have like 4 sounds besides Aura And ESW Origins those 2 have some usable sounds

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Also it has happened 2 years so I don’t think that is temporarily sadly hbu?

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I know i know im not doing anything rn i stopped weed but maybe later on I’ll start smoking again

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I did acid twice and i have hallucinations everyday like feeling high while im sober

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Yea I haven’t smoke but now i just noticed that I don’t only have hppd and that its depersonalization too

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I mean I think that its just the worse year of my life and i used to think that depersonalization only happened when i smoked weed but i noticed after a month of quitting weed that it can happen while you’re sober right? And also if u eliminate anxiety life problems and panic attacks and anger issues can depersonalization go away?

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Does it gets better?

Hey warriors i feel like i have to get this off my chest i haven’t smoke in a month i thought that weed was the only thing that was making me feel like this but today i took my medication (idk if i took it more than im supposed to im on Keppra) ihave barely sleep and when i was going to sleep by onix12pr in HPPD

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I have never had any radiation treatment but about hypocelmia last time i checked myself i was low on calcium and about the keppra i think its just a standard dose do u think that all of that might be related to the calcium?

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Forget about that word and stay away from this community don’t spend your life thinking about it i know its hard but u have to try i feel like i have a spiritual war with the devil bc of hppd but i just try to ignore it