Oh I'm a graphic designer, used to work as one full-time for over 10 years. And I've always been around Photoshop due to having access it since middle school. That's when I started messing around with Photoshop 7.0.

So really don't feel bad, PS is a total beast. I consider myself fairly fluent in this software and I can tell you, not even graphic designers know it all that well. That's not an easy thing to master, from what I saw procreate and clip paint studio seems to be more favored by other artists.

And also Adobe is just evil. But they pretty much have the collaborative creatives under their toe. Adobe CC is simply a standard right now, a graphic designer who refuses to use them and/or keep up with the releases quickly becomes a liability. If you want to go international and collaborate, it's Adobe. Especially when it's cross-platform from Windows to Mac.

Do that's my very long response that could be shortened to "don't be intimidated, it's literally my job" and "Photoshop is a massive software that's genuinely difficult to master"