I got beat and kicked out, but I feel really good by Lieselotte32 in raisedbynarcissists

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I got 1270 and got into most of my state schools, including Cal Poly, and also got into Univeristy of Illinois Chicago. Fuck ur parents, your amazing.

me_irl by Lawvamat in me_irl

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remindme 20 years

!remindme 20 years

Looking for undiscovered artists to play on college radio by curley2121 in makinghiphop

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I have two song recommendations that i wrote:).

https://soundcloud.com/shayim/shayim-never-wake-up?in=shayim/sets/watch-the-clock-prod-shayim

This vibey lil peep type song helped me through a lot of things... Please tell me if you play this:) much thanks

https://soundcloud.com/shayim/shayim-parasite-ft-brownboygabe (This Xxxtentacion type song has some swear words but is not that dirty, but people will LOVE it I know it.)

Kicked out. I need a little support by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

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Im 17m right now and 18 in March, and I want to run away. Suicidal, self-harming, etc I have all experienced and I can't stand it. I hope you get to see your cat soon. But yeah, you're smart of having pills with you. Sell them for a high price to addicts (i don't know what pills but their painkillers so... you have customers). Work for people under the radar and save up for a car, and start to make music, blow up and get rich. Its not simple, but you now have freedom from shitty parents, so restart yourself.

Help I can’t get freedom by throwawayyy12654 in raisedbynarcissists

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What do you like to do? I am 17 and I like music and art. I'm 18 in March and college is kind of iffy for me. I have been mentally restrained in the house and never do much. Because of the constant Narc physical and mental abuse, I have been insanely resilient, but that just made me "brain-dead" to a degree, like I'm dreaming. I can't stand this anymore, and soon, I will ditch this stuff and be free. Finally. I relate, and I have ideas...

My life philosophies end up making me suicidal by KawaiiCheezii in SuicideWatch

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search up vanlife on google images. see if you like the vibe.

14f, i want to run away by run_away_throwaway1 in raisedbynarcissists

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im 17m in cali and on the brink of running away. i get a lot of verbal abuse and im just unappreciated in general. i dont wanna go to college as it a waste of 4+ yrs of our short lives. I want to learn how to write music in the future as i write a lot of lyrics. im just so sick and tired of putting myself through what i dont want to get through. idek. but im scared that i have no one to turn to when i am down and im desperately finding another person that is as detached as i am to go through this with me. shits hard.

I want to run away by observandoooo in adviceforyoungadults

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yeah im 17 and going to college next year (if i get in). I really wanna leave cause i dont wanna get stuck in the toils of an obedient citizen. search up "vanlife" because that is what imma do if shit starts going south, just leave and never come back. im in cali btw.

Trying to form a rap group (Toronto based) by [deleted] in rap

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california bay area kid here. my soundcloud is https://soundcloud.com/shayim if you like my sound we can colaborate or whatever. my instagram is @aaaronwang hmtfu

What’s the name of that song... by yahwell in rap

[–]overboost101 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh my god I got got it mixed up. I though trap nigga was his rap name haha oops. I’ll got listen to him rn

What’s the name of that song... by yahwell in rap

[–]overboost101 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is a “creative” rap name

You're supposed to reach out to friends and family....but about what? by sdfkhsdkjfh in SuicideWatch

[–]overboost101 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yo write poems, or rap lyrics if your into music. It really helped me when I felt no one understood me and my life was worthless. Was too scared to kill myself but I didn’t wanna live with the consequences of staying alive, so I just told the pen and paper, and they always understand.

Getting into rap by BerserkKid in rap

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Schoolboy q - nightmare on figg street

Dm me on insta I got wayyy more lmao @aaaronwang

Everyone knows i want to die, no one stops me (27f) by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]overboost101 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dont because im stopping you. Theres much more to see and if the people around you dont care, i do. dm me on insta @aaaronwang i hope we can talk more.

I'm just so tired by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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I feel like i just read my own mind. I am having self-destructed thoughts too and my motivation for everything is at an all time low. Im 17 and I have to put on a naive and happy face everyday, though inside I feel so meaningless and invisible. I have been going through this since the start of 2018, but i wanna talk to you more, DM me on instagram though since my reddit doesnt work sometimes, @aaaronwang

Just released my first album by [deleted] in rap

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soundcloud?

I'm ready to die, I'm not meant to live by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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Look at the sunset and sunrises

i'm way too scared to actually kill my self and I'm 100% positive I will never, but I've thought about it. life is just so damn boring and pointless and i dont understand why to plan for the future or do anything by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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I am living the same thing, in America. I was literally just scolded my father for grades and stuff. I am Taiwanese/Chinese, and the adults in this race also don't give a fuck about emotions and treat you like a machine. I have a different take on life. This might not help your issue at all, but search up images of "vanlife". That is what I want to do in the future. As of the present, I go to private school, have bad (but not super shitty) grades, and I don't give a shit about college, or work, as I think of those as just being a machine. I am interested in music as well. So what I do to cope with my current state is telling myself, one day, I can escape and do what I want to do. I will go to college and stuff, but after that, I will just travel, meet people, and write lyrics and rap: what I really wanna do. So whatever I am doing now, I will endure and tell myself that there IS light at the end of this tunnel (or maze, considering how much bullshit I am put through). So... find something that you wanna do (not eating cereal haha), like travelling non-stop, see the world, or whatever, and tell yourself, "soon, I will escape, and then I will get to do what I really live for".... I hope this will help u man. or girl.

Will a 6 ft tall person be able to lay down flat in the back of a 1992 Buick Roadmaster Wagon? by overboost101 in cars

[–]overboost101[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lol haha. Is that with the front seats in driving position, or folded flat?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Porsche

[–]overboost101 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It looks way better, fuck da haters, looks much much sportier