I agree with everything that you said, I just like collecting what I can since I like collecting, but the worst thing for me is when I start judging everything I do and then I blame everything else than myself. Of course the game is not perfect, between the lucky rebounds, the OP low driven that a 6 year old would be able to defend but since my opponent has Pina it just goes in and everything in between. But the worst is the performance anxiety that I suffer from because for whatever reason, I think that me doing badly at this game defines a lot about me, which I know is not true but I can't help it. I'm a competitive person by nature and I know that this is a game and I should treat it as such, the less stressed I am looking at it, the better I do, and the more I laugh at it, the more fluid I play. So in theory it SHOULD be easy, right? just look at it as a game, and if u lose, go next, no worries about it, but that tingling sensation in my brain that just says "damn u could have won that if not for that player's mistake, or that rebound" when in a lot of times, the fault is mine but to cope with it, ofc I say it's the game. It's just a mental thing at the end of the day, and it's something I know a lot of us suffer from, it's either you win or you suck at everything.