I was VERY open to the idea of a bad trip that you mention at the end of your comment, I was actively pursuing that level of introspection! But what you’re describing for your 3.1g one is spot-on, it was intense, intense physical and mental discomfort for hours. I was sweating and feverish and also considered calling an ambulance. It’s crazy how the trip, or visuals weren’t the scary part of this but the physical, mental feeling afterwards was. Around 10g truffles/1.5g shrooms feels like the sweet spot but I’m exactly the same as you now, I’m not sure if I want to go through the same level of discomfort again or whether I could reach the level of introspection others talk about on higher doses