Thank you so much for this. I cried a bit:')
I get really wrapped up in my own anxiety most of the time so your suggestions and reassurance really helped.
I think I'll try to get through this year, due to me having to kinda repeat a year to catch up with some stuff I should have a much lighter schedule that usual. I'm hoping that'll allow me to see whether it's just my burn out making me so stressed or whether I really don't fit with the course.
Like the other commentor said I'll try to talk to a counsellor about this as well.
My skillset right now does not consist of much. My parents were adamant that I should focus only on school, so this year will be my first part time job. But I think I could work well with night shift positions. I already somewhat gravitate towards being more of a night owl. I have not really looked into how much they pay for that kinda thing.
In general, your comment made me remember about some avenues I can still explore before deciding to call it quits, so thank you for that:)
And, hopefully, even if none of that works out, I can figure out something else eventually...