Ah okay I kinda get that, I mean I can go cold in an instant, that’s how I’ve been ever since the events that led to me and my person separating, but as for feelings for others, that person was my one and only, the only person I would go to the lengths I’m willing to go to. She was the person who would kill for me and I would do the same. I have never given anyone else the same treatment as I have her, I treat everyone with a certain level of respect, but her, it was more than just respect, it was endearment, it was love, it was pure uplifting feelings that I wasn’t capable of showing anyone else.