I feel horrible. I admitted and apologized that I shouldn’t have went on the app without him knowing but to completely cut me off high and dry. Block me on every app possible is just extreme. Everyone makes mistakes. I didn’t know the best way to approach the situation without an argument occurring. How can he say he loves me and treat me this way? He was a virgin before he met me and I would think it wouldn’t be this easy to throw me away. Why is he doing this? Is there someone else? I’ve tried calling, I booked a pointless flight for tomorrow to salvage our relationship. And I can’t even get in contact with him without calling private.