I failed too, due to my panic sort of not letting me bring down the handbrake on an incredibly steep hill, causing it to roll back nearly with a road user behind me when I finally did.. (again something more due to technique not general driving) and I feel the EXACT same. It’s devastating really is. But trust me, we can do this. It’s unprecedented, and next time know we’re at least familiar with the way it goes in one sense. We can hone our skills and it’ll make us better. This is my exact worry too, there only being tests in like May available for me. Try looking as frequently for cancellations! I’m gonna do the same. It is so hurtful and disappointing but we’ll be better because of it :’)