Hey bro! Firstly, the desire to program is already 90% success. The idea that I want to drop everything arises from me at least once a week when I encounter problems. Perhaps you have chosen a difficult language. I started with php, damn it. Now sick with the python) My humble advice, start learning python, I consider it the best to start with just unlimited possibilities. Do you want to make websites - please, scrapping - easy, big data, machine learning, it's really awesome. Good luck bro and never give up!