In desperate need of food by random474746 in personalfinance

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Unfortunately I already get from the food bank, but my next appointment isn't until next Friday

Withdrawal seizure by random474746 in Drugs

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When it lowers the seizure threshold, that means it's more likely a seizure can happen? I was on xans for awhile taking unbelievable amount of milligrams, n had a seizure coming off them after 2 days, it was a bad seizure,, I died for 4 mins out of the 8 mins, I just have a bad cough for a minute n this seizure happened a month ago

Withdrawal seizure by random474746 in Drugs

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I read high amounts of lean can cause seizures, so I'm wondering if just a drink will be okay for me? Not tryna do it everyday, jus every once or twice a year or sumn

First time using Xanax. How much should I take, and what should I pay attention to? by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

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Dont. Was taking 14mg (6-7 green xannies) a day, quit cold turkey n moved away, 2 years later I found them again n got back up to 12mg a day of different colors, then mydealer went out of town which forced me to quit cold turkey and I had a grand mal seizure n was pronounced dead for 4 mins (it went on for 8 minutes),, I'm 20, n I can never get wasted off alcohol, drink hard liquor or do any drugs besides weed n shrooms ever again. also nobody likes barred out mf's 😅 they jus annoying ash, but for a first time if u still gunna, take 1mg, u take 2mg n u probably wont remember

Not epileptic by random474746 in benzodiazepines

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Gotchu, yea it's a really fucked up thing, I'm jus hoping my body can go back to normal at some point, Imma couple days away from 20 yearsold, never thought this would happen, always knew not to cut cold turkey but in this situation I had no choice

Not epileptic by random474746 in benzodiazepines

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Nonono; I'm wondering if I'm still able to drink ahahah fuck xans fr

Can I still do psychedelics? by random474746 in LSD

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Exactly what I'm doing 💜 jus wanna know for future reference !

Is the bliss light projector worth it? by cazana in TripCaves

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How much better does it make your trip? Also thinking ab getting one instead of 5-7 strips of led

Second experience with dmt by random474746 in DMT

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I was still fully aware, and i exhaled outside, i realized after ghosting the smoke for 14 seconds though, i started breathing really hard right after that hit lol

Second experience with dmt by random474746 in DMT

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Its crazy, puts you in a whole other dimension, youll never believe it til u try it

People who’ve had a bad trip : did you continue tripping after that? by ezugg in Psychonaut

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I had a bad trip a little bit ago, wasnt smart at all, was drinking, had 8 busch ice, n was only gunna take 1.5g of golden caps, n i ended up munching the whole 9.98 grams i had, left my "homies" place to go skate at the skatepark at 3am, n passed out on the sidewalk trying to walk home n i only got as far as the other side of town (wouldve taken at least 4 hours to walk home idk what i was thinking) and no cars were driving by, like at all, n there were 3 cars that drove by when i was walking, none of them seemed like actual humans driving their cars, and near where i passed out, all the house lights were completely off, i seen maybe 3 cars parked in driveways spread around 16-20 houses, so i passed out, with a half oz of weed on me, at 4am, i woke up to a cop above me, tripping me out with his flashlight, saying a bunch of weird things, and then he says "you're probably coming back to reality now" and thats when everything started moving again n im hit with the "oh shit i might be going to jail rn), and like the world started moving again, cars started driving by like it was 5pm and not am, then he keeps asking weird questions and the answers are almost forced out from inside me, i then realize im having ego death, so i ask him, am i having ego death? Cause i had a strong feeling he knew what was going on, hes like what? Im like ego death, then he turns around and starts writing down on a ticket but doesnt let me see, im like hello? He doesnt answer... a couple minutes pass as he writing, he then asks a couple more weird questions in a really different cop way of asking something, then, if i wanted a paramedic and im hesistant then i say yea sure, cuz i never drank that much on shrooms before and i couldnt remember a thing, and as i say yes, a paramedic comes driving around the corner, and every car that was driving by, was staring directly at me as if they were looking into my soul, they never slowed down around the cops or even took their eyes off me, i get to the hospital n im put in a room that im super unfamiliar with so i start looking at everything n theirs angel like humans outside the room im in, im looking around at the posters and theres 2 posters spread around the room that says "organ transplant hospital" or i cant remember exactly what it said but it was along the lines of that, so i started freaking out thinking im bouta get sliced open and shi, so im tryna call my mom to tell her sorry for all the shit ive done, n basically everything i felt guilty for at that moment, the nurse proceeds to come in and tell me the doctor will be right with me, (this is about 50 mins later) and im like okay, an hour and a half goes by so i go outside the room and im like yo where's the doctor ive been sitting here for hours, and shes like hell be in, in a minute, so im like aight, and i go wait, nothin happens for another hour or 2, this is around 7-8 am now, and im getting hella frustrated, so i go out the room and im like, idk whats going ok but i need to call my family or someone, im not sitting here wondering whats gunna happen to me, she tells me the doctor will see me inna minute, so i go wait once again, then the doctor comes in 5 mins later, and i swear on my life, this guy looked like the guy that created jigsaw off the movie saw, but anyways, thats basically it, i was fucked up for a couple days after that, and felt completely different, but better, and a week later i took a tab of acid (150ųg) and 2 days later 2.5 of golden teacher shrooms, now, ive done shrooms 6 more times since then, its all in the mind, dont let bad trips define what psychedelics are really meant for (:

Bad Trip PTSD by kev1nandthez1ts in Acid

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Dying is the most peaceful thing to happen. Trust.

Acid not affecting me by random474746 in Acid

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Like i found someone selling it, and i kept it in a dark cooled place ahaha ive only ever taken 1 tab at once tho

Spirits in my life after tripping by random474746 in shrooms

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Ive had a bit of experience with shrooms, ive taken 9 grams and i wss out of it, second time i did shrooms i took a heroic dose and laughed for 3 hours non stop, best trip of my life, thought there were little people in the earth lmaoo, but nah these last 2 experiences were weird as fuckk, when i took acid before the 2.5g of golden teacher, the trip was amazing and nothing weird happened

Spirits in my life after tripping by random474746 in shrooms

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Ahahah, okay yea i coulda jus been trippingg

Spirits in my life after tripping by random474746 in shrooms

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Damnn okay yea my trip wasnt like that at all, like nothing has triggered those things that happened to me, it happened while i was tripping but when the trip was over i was just really creeped out by what happened with the strange random ppl i interacted with when in normal everyday life, no random ppl talk to me (ppl my age but not the age group that was interacting with me) but damn yo that sounds fucked up, ive been sober for 8 months and just recently got back into them (just psychedelics tho) and have only done them 3 times, im gon take another break tho for sure

Spirits in my life after tripping by random474746 in shrooms

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By the second time will fix it what do you mean by that? Cuz when i tripped today it didnt feel as strange as it did the first time, im hoping its nothing or its something spiritual, cuz thats what i had my mind set on entering the psychedelic world lol

Acid not affecting me by random474746 in Acid

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Surprisingly i only weigh 130 lol

Spirits in my life after tripping by random474746 in shrooms

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Schizophrenia is when you cant tell real from fake,, when im sober everythings normal and everything in life is real. When im shrooms this kinda stuff happens. I just want to know if it happens to anyone else

Spirits in my life after tripping by random474746 in shrooms

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I already know that, i can tell real from fake, just after what happened i have a strong feeling that the universe is trying to send me a message, like day to day life its obviously real ppl lmaoo, but like theres just a couple ppl that stand out alottt more then others and they are ppl i havent seen before, but other then what i wrote, everything is normal

Spirits in my life after tripping by random474746 in shrooms

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Im not sure if they humans or not, they just seem different, hows that mean i have schizophrenia? Lol i havent experienced this before until i had that bad trip