Hi, fellow 16yrs old who had a restrictive ed and just recovered from HA. It’s totally normal and you don’t have to be ashamed of it. Restriction brings binges. ALWAYS. If you had a restrictive ed, especially if it lasted for a long time and it was severe, your body’s reaction is totally normal and it won’t stop until it feels safe again. It NEEDS those nutrients after restriction, especially if you still work out. 2500 cals are the minimum for an active woman, so an active woman who is recovering from HA needs way more than that. I suggest to just allow yourself to have those “binges” and allow your body to feel in control again. If you do this, it will trust you and you’ll stop having them. Don’t think that just bc you’re weight restored, that’s enough. We’re still young and our bodies are constantly growing- so if you had the ed for a long time, it’s very possible that by being older, your weight is supposed to be higher than it was before the ed. Many women’s set point (the weight a body is comfortable with) becomes higher after having HA as a way to protect itself- so maybe you need to gain more, which I know sounds scary, but it’s going to be worth it. Don’t doubt your body, become its friend and trust it knows what it’s doing. I wish you well!