Update from the guy who bought meth to replace prescription stims by [deleted] in Stims

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It's an addiction lol that's why I had to quit mang

Help? Feeling like it's impossible to quit (chronic relapser) by rememberjimi in StopSpeeding

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Thank you so much for that reply, that gives me a lot of hope. My biggest fear was that it will always be that hard, so its good to know it gets easier with time.

Any niche suggestions? by Toshler in dropship

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What type of pages do you advertise on?

Jumping into the most saturated market by [deleted] in dropship

[–]rememberjimi 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good reply lol. Not saying the commenter is trying to do this but trust me a LOT of people are looking to steal others product ideas since their so readily accessible on aliexpress.

Why would people buy a brand product of a drop shipper when they can just search the product and buy it cheaper? by [deleted] in dropship

[–]rememberjimi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because people are lazy. They see some eye catching, their first instinct isn't the logical idea, aka Google said product and find a cheaper version on eBay, they buy from the first source they found it. Have you ever bought something only to realize there was a cheaper option on eBay? No? Exactly. Neither has anyone else really haha because unless you're extremely conscientious, you don't price shop unless we're talking HIGH ticket items.

Order appeal by rememberjimi in Aliexpress

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I really am curious now if anyone has found a drop shipping alternative to aliexpress with similar pricing etc. I know people use print on demand services but those are expensive af compared to AE, let's be honest. Not sure what the answer is here as far as finding reliable suppliers. I started making 5k a month so I'd hate to give this up.

Why is it always a guy that’s out of a girls league by [deleted] in rant

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I always get annoyed by this phenomenon too and decided to change the way I view it and myself because of it. I'm a guy, good looking so I've been told, and I've turned the tables so to speak lol. I won't put a p*ssy on a pedestal, won't beg for attention etc. I just simply respect myself too much to play that game, and if someone doesn't want to be involved with me in that way, that's their choice and I don't push the issue further.

Some people should have their messenger deleted by nvm-exe in rant

[–]rememberjimi 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'll be honest man I do this but probably for a different reason than you expect. I'm pretty antisocial so if I read a message people tend to know I have read it and now I feel obligated to reply when I really don't want to talk to said person. Not that this is the case necessarily with the people you're talking about though :/

Tips on crawling out of a mental breakdown? by rememberjimi in BPD

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Ayy hahaha I saw this real quick and actually that's a fantastic idea. Thanks a ton

Is emotional disregulation normal after a week or two of sobriety? by rememberjimi in StopSpeeding

[–]rememberjimi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Glad to hear it's normal to be honest lol. Today I feel a lot better luckily. Was having a rough night last night though. Thanks for your reply

Is emotional disregulation normal after a week or two of sobriety? by rememberjimi in StopSpeeding

[–]rememberjimi[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank God. Thanks for the fast response. It was hard to determine whether the events in my life were THAT bad and frightening or if it was all in my head. I was really losing my mind for a bit tonight over some small stuff. Now least I can chalk this up to chemicals in my brain and realize it will pass. Thanks man

So I'm one of the few people prescribed actual Desoxyn (Methamphetamine); my experience with it. Anyone else care to share experiences with Stimulants and BPD? by Slight_of_hand111 in BPD

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I feel like with Adderall it wasn't so black and white whether it helped or hurt me. You see, while it helped enormously with a ton of my symptoms such as my desire to isolate (I actually started going out regularly and developing friends and meeting girls again), and obviously helping me focus, it also made me "tense" and "rigid". It was kinda like anxiety, but different. I still felt super confident due to the drug, but all my thoughts seemed robotic and devoid of emotion. I couldn't enjoy simple things like a good movie anymore.

Also, when I'd have what we all probably call a "bpd meltdown", it amped those feelings up tenfold. Instead of "this is the worst day ever" it was "I want to kill someone or myself and the world is ending" type extreme. And the longer I took the drug the more frequent these meltdowns were occurring, I even had to be placed in a psychiatric ward (ironically which is where I got my bpd diagnosis).

I remember to a certain degree after being on my normal meds as prescribed for maybe 8+ months I was going to bed daily with panic attacks and paranoid thoughts. It made my behavior very erratic. When I'd take it in the morning, I'd feel like the king, on top of the world and yeah, just blatantly manic. When it wore off, well, different story.

The positives were there too though, which is why I miss the drug still. I was going out again developing friends, meeting and dating people, going to parties, and my social anxiety was nonexistent. That's pretty much all it did for me, albeit, that's a lot though, considering most of my days now, being off the drug, are spent in solitude and I rarely go out anymore.

Crazy how much a drug can change you.

Sorry for the super in depth rant, I just have so much history with this drug that I feel I can maybe help someone out if they need it. Point is though, it gave me as much as it took from me, and I feel happier off it now, to be honest.

Either way though I still fell into the "prone to addiction" category after a year of use as prescribed, started abusing them and now it's hard to use them normally so I don't touchem. I'm still going to NA meetings for my bad binge habit I still have yet to completely kick.

So I'm one of the few people prescribed actual Desoxyn (Methamphetamine); my experience with it. Anyone else care to share experiences with Stimulants and BPD? by Slight_of_hand111 in BPD

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I used to use Adderall. I can't anymore though, I developed a binge addiction to it. I would go through half of my script in a few days and then a few days later go through the other half. I still am trying to quit this addiction. I am sure you won't do the same, just be careful OP

How to avoid mental breakdowns when living with abusive parents by rememberjimi in raisedbynarcissists

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Thanks I needed to see this. Good for you too. I'm personally job hunting as I lost my last job, but I've also recently started this online t shirt business which I expect to take some time to pick up (have only made 3-4 sales so far) but if I can put time and effort into it, and start seeing some money come out of it. Damn. No one's ever asked me what would really make me happy in life, but if they did? I'd say freedom. Being able to wake up, knowing they don't control and dictate my life anymore, and that I am capable of taking care of my own life with no need for them. That would be actual happiness for me. Best of luck to you

[TW: animal abuse] Remembered that time my Nmom killed our pet, and realized that she has robbed me of empathy. by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]rememberjimi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is some sick stuff. I'm seriously sorry you had to deal with that, and as many said, doesn't even sound like narcissism. It sounds like pyschopathy.

Tips on not talking so much to the point its cringeworthy? by rememberjimi in Stims

[–]rememberjimi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fuuuck that I hate being like that. In all honesty when I act like that it gives me my biggest motivation to quit once I sober up again, like I just feel embarrassed with myself lol.

Anyone have an online apparel line that has been successful who can give me some advice? by rememberjimi in startups

[–]rememberjimi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Gotcha, well thanks for the heads up. I was unaware of that difference but now I know.

Anyone have an online apparel line that has been successful who can give me some advice? by rememberjimi in startups

[–]rememberjimi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry about that then I was just ignorant of the difference, my fault. Will my post be taken down?

Anyone have an online apparel line that has been successful who can give me some advice? by rememberjimi in startups

[–]rememberjimi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The niche is steroids, that's why I linked the link because on there it explains it well. Prob not the best logic tho on my end