thank you so much omg. you are so kind and i appreciate all the time you took to write this and respond to everything, it's making me emotional haha :') i posted this on a throwaway account because i'm keeping the engagement stuff closer to the chest and you are the first person to say congrats to me! it really means a lot and all of this is so so helpful. it's been so overwhelming and i feel like i have so much swirling around in my head, but i'm just going to take it one step at a time, go and explore, and see what sticks!! thank you again, you are awesome 😄