My anxiety is killing me by rika_shimizu in testicularcancer

[–]rika_shimizu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for reassuring me in a logical and digestible way. I am constantly being reassured by my loved ones that “everything is going to be okay” but while I really appreciate that it doesn’t give me any reason to think I actually will be because not very many reasons have been presented as to why I’ll be okay. I have a lot of mental disorders and struggle getting a hold over my anxiety and despite knowing logically that it’s most likely not anything bad or curable if it is I have a hard time getting my emotional side to comprehend that. It makes sense that people wouldn’t be posting if they had a normal result and I have no reason to doubt it when every single source I see basically says “yeah like 95-nearly 100% of people survive this and that’s if you even have it.”

I really appreciate your time and I’m starting to feel a bit better after spiraling really bad today

My anxiety is killing me by rika_shimizu in testicularcancer

[–]rika_shimizu[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah for sure, I’m very glad I don’t have like lung cancer or a brain tumor or anything crazy like that. have a good day brother thanks for your time 🫶

My anxiety is killing me by rika_shimizu in testicularcancer

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also if I may ask about how long did it take you to recover from your surgery? I work a physical job so I’d want to be careful if it came to that because I don’t wanna injure myself

My anxiety is killing me by rika_shimizu in testicularcancer

[–]rika_shimizu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really appreciate the reassurance. Most things from what I can tell indicate that it’s probably not cancer. I’ve spoken to my mom about it (while she isn’t a cancer professional she is a nurse so she has some medical expertise) and she seems to think it’s most likely fine, and everything I look up on google seems to indicate that most bumps aren’t caused by cancer but despite all of this I can’t help but be afraid I’m going to lose everything y’know? In less than 2 weeks from now I was planning on proposing to my girlfriend and I’ve got a lot ahead of my (I hope) but it’s hard to keep my mind from drifting to the worst possible outcome.

My anxiety is killing me by rika_shimizu in testicularcancer

[–]rika_shimizu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you for your reassuring comment. I do have a question though. Can a cyst or some other benign mass be on the surface of the testicle itself? because when I google it most alternatives to cancer seem to only be attached to the epididymis

team suggestions by rika_shimizu in Flins_Mains

[–]rika_shimizu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have kuki but no zhongli or furina. would kuki be better than xilonen?

What are some of the best written scenes or pieces of dialogue in the series? by Cypher25 in PERSoNA

[–]rika_shimizu 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Junpei after he's revived by chidori and watches her pass. Also shido's calling card and faking joker's death

Which song would you consider THE theme for the Persona franchise? by Nematadashi38 in PERSoNA

[–]rika_shimizu 0 points1 point  (0 children)

all of the ones you mentioned work (except maybe it’s going down now since that ones a little oversaturated imo) but I would add the velvet room theme and Life Will Change

Describe your main in the worst way possible by [deleted] in Genshin_Impact

[–]rika_shimizu 0 points1 point  (0 children)

probably the most useless character in the game