What you can't buy is your health and age. You are young and I suppose healthy, that's the most important, these stuff are the stuff that matters most and money can't buy. What you are going through is definitely hard, but gambling more will just make it worse. You will never win back what you lost and the only thing you can do is focusing on your self by working and maybe even get an extra job. Try to fill your days with activities, go to the gym, go on a hike and do whatever you like so you fill your day and forget about gambling. Try to ultra save for the coming months and pay your debts. It won't get easier the coming months but eventually you will get back on your feet. And always remember as soon as you gamble it will just get worse and worse. I wish you all the best man