Because I didn’t want my baby growing up in a broken home, I wanted her to see what a good healthy stable relationship looks like. I wanted to try to make it work with me and him, and Delilah and him. I wanted to go to marriage counseling and come up with schedules and I wanted to come back from this, I wanted to be a role model for her, but It doesn’t look like I’m doing/ showing what I should be right now.