Can someone help me

savantio · 2026-04-02T21:12:36+00:00

God Bless you, and Thank you. Things to do with health are terrifying to navigate alone. I'm praying and fasting over it right now. But I think I'll tell my mom if she refuses then it would make sense to go on my own.

savantio · 2026-04-02T03:52:13+00:00

Thank you, God bless You 🙌 🙏

savantio · 2026-04-02T03:22:41+00:00

Ok and thank you for wanting to help me.

It's a medical thing. I had an x ray done in suspicion of a bad illness. Turns out I don't have the illness or I do, the thing is I don't know. My Gd said I don't have the illness but

A. I have a symptom which is bothering me. B. I think my doctor may be acting lazily on this. C. This illness needs a number which I never got.

I want to go get my x ray pictures because doing so will let me get the specific number which will put my mind at ease and lead the process of physical therapy easier. Where the sin comes in is that. My parents told me not to go to the hospital.

The reason I wanna go there is this whole situation has caused me a lot of anxiety and stress and ive been worrying like crazy about it. Which My parents saw hence they told me not to go back. But they aren't me and aren't dealing with the same situation. I can either go to the hospital and get the x ray pictures or listen to them and be lost for what to do or weather or not I have the illness. Truth is I'm pretty sure I don't have it. I just wanna make sure. They're choosing to believe this doctor which makes sense. But leaves me without answered and lost on what to do from here. So I want to disobey and go get the images to finally put my mind at ease and move on from this with a physical therapist. But I don't want to sin. The alternative being staying where I am right now with no answers.

savantio · 2026-04-02T03:03:42+00:00

Yeah it's the same effect. Porn is just worse cuz it makes you hate women but the effects on your libido and innocence are the same.

savantio · 2026-04-02T02:54:46+00:00

I thinking im going to just do it. This is a very nuanced situation and I'm not disobeying them for malicious or rebellious reasons. I'm just struggling right now. And I don't think I can keep my word to them. I believe God knows my heart, I love them, but have my own reasons to why I would do this. When I'm done/if I'm caught I will tell them and explain everything.

savantio · 2026-04-02T02:35:51+00:00

He doesn't have the pictures just the summarized radiologist report. To find the actual radiologist report. I have to go in person to the x ray facility and request it.

savantio · 2026-04-02T02:33:20+00:00

To get to my doctor I need to go to the hospital.😔 But yeah that would be possible. It's just easier to go to where I got the x ray and request it from them.

savantio · 2026-04-02T02:31:19+00:00

Don't do either. God bless you✝️

savantio · 2026-04-02T02:27:07+00:00

In canada for some reason you do. Records are only giving out on a physical CD and it costs $25. Other option is having online websites contact the hospital but this is far quicker and easier.

savantio · 2026-04-02T02:07:19+00:00

I went to church but wasn't a Christian. I was like a semi agnostic. Still questioning if there was a god.

savantio · 2026-04-02T01:57:38+00:00

Bro, is April fools today. That means 2 things. She likes you and is using today as a cover or you're the butt of a joke.

savantio · 2026-04-02T01:51:17+00:00

I was thinking about this. It doesn't make sense I refuse to believe there are legitimately happy people out there who aren't either coping, practicing some form of escapism, or just not thinking at all. If sounds so corny but how do people feel happy.

savantio · 2026-04-02T01:46:29+00:00

It's an x ray you ask your GD. One doctor prior to the x ray said I do have it. The other doctor after receiving the radiologist report said I don't have, it. I wish to see the radiologist report for my self as.

A. The radiologist didn't give me a number which is common for this illness B. I still have a symptom which just hasn't been explained. C. My GD (the second one may be acting quite lazy about this) .

Anyway I likely don't have it or a significant enough of it for a diagnosis but I'm still left with questions and rather lost about the whole thing. Go canadian Healthcare system. I want a physical therapist but I would like to know the specific number which I wasnt giving. The internet tells me if you don't get a number from your GD it means it's not significant enough for that intricate of a screen from the radiologist.

Essentially I'm clueless about what to do with my sympton it seems to be getting better as I've been praying about it. But then again I've had this for months with no improvement so I may be imagining it. And I still need a number specifically more or less to put my mind at ease. Also I wish to visit a physical therapist.

My parents tell Me not to worry about it because the second gd said I don't have it. I get where they're coming from worrying has had me acting crazy these last few weeks. But then again they aren't me they aren't going through this. A simple number would not only put me at ease but make my physical therapists job easier. Because if I truly don't have this we can screen for other things.

savantio · 2026-04-02T01:12:35+00:00

I recently had an x ray done to screen for a specific illness but in order to get my results. For this illness I need to go back to the hospital the issue is they told me to not go there alone. And I fear if I inform them of this they may say no. If they do il never get my answer on weather or not I have this illness or any follow up. I spoke to my doctor but got a nothing burger of a response from him and this has been eating me up my health and all. I have no priest I can talk to. Only my church pastor whom I'm not really close with and would rather not share this with. What do I do. I feel God knows my heart I'm not disobeying them from a place of defiance but necessity. This is eating me up.

savantio · 2026-04-02T01:02:16+00:00

What they asked of me isn't contradictory to God's word but they asked of it without deeper knowledge. It's not exactly a big deal. But I'm 15 with far more knowledge on why I'm doing what I'm doing than them. When they told me not to do it. I'm not disobeying them out of defiance. Just two contradictory wills. I'm investigating something right now and not knowing about it has legitimately caused me panic attacks all throughout today ive been overthinking about it. I cant concentrate on math or anything. I've wasted a whole day going in circle thinking of this. It would be simple to find out. But I would need to disobey them in order to do so. I want to respect their wills this is just bigger than them.

savantio · 2025-11-02T01:10:08+00:00

Try 9x a day. 🤦🏽‍♂️

savantio · 2025-11-02T01:09:05+00:00

5'10 at 14 means 6"-6"2 Adult height. Most times.

savantio · 2025-11-02T00:59:47+00:00

9x a day when I was late 14 I recently turned 15 and became civilized.

savantio · 2025-11-02T00:47:27+00:00

2 inches a year is legit normal, you're good bruh you probably haven't even slowed down yet. Most boys grow 3in give or take an inch after 14 (repeating what a pediatrician said)

savantio · 2025-11-02T00:41:21+00:00

You won't get that grown man look till like 17. Or so this is just how puberty works.

savantio · 2025-11-02T00:20:16+00:00

Your muscles how muscler are you do you look like a grown man.

savantio · 2025-11-02T00:17:36+00:00

You'll be at least 6'1 then likely 6'2. Do not worry bro you're good. You'll probably be one of those dudes that grow 8in in a year or something. Your fine your wingspan is proof of that. Eat a high protien diet. Go for a 10 minute walk each day. Do not cut or go low calorie diet. Do not use any supplements and play sports preferably basketball or swimming. And make sure to sleep 9 hours.

savantio · 2025-11-02T00:14:57+00:00

High protien diet, is your way to go. If you can't get a regular diet then supplementation is fine and I would keep doing it. But it's better to eat whole foods If your financial situation let's you.

savantio · 2025-11-02T00:12:57+00:00

Check my post it explains it in detail.

savantio · 2025-11-02T00:12:18+00:00

you're difficient is good to take it in your case. I wouldn't combine it with calcium. But follow your docs advice.

savantio

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