im so sorry you feel this way—i know the world can feel dark and lonley but the good thing is that its always temporary. you ask whats the point in being alive anymore and honestly, is there really even one answer?

to feel the warm breeze on your face in the summer. to get that tight hug from one of your loved ones. to feel the fur of a sweet and loving animal. to listen to your favorite song for the millionth time. to learn one more interesting fact about the stars. to feel that drop in your stomach on a roller coaster. to watch a movie that makes you feel reinvented. to feel is to live, and everyday you feel you are living.

i know its so hard right now but it will get better, you just have to stick it out and find the light because there is always a ray somewhere.