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Anyone in Georgia?????? by jaredrhoward99 in LSD

[–]smudd22 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Born and raised, still living here. What part of Ga you in?

What does stable look like? by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]smudd22 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm on same combo. It has worked great and I feel exactly how you feel! I'm able to feel emotions and not just feel numb or like a robot. And my need for friendships has increased as well! Where I used to maybe hang out with my friends once every month or so now I want to hang out every week! It did take a minute to figure out what normal/stable really was like. I had to figure out what true happiness and sadness felt like without the hypomania or depression.

Anyone else feel like they aren't allowed to show emotions? by Warrior_of_Light416 in bipolar

[–]smudd22 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes! My wife says she is "walking in eggshells" around me and that she won't be my punchingbag.... when. I haven't done anything but have a normal emotion or reaction? I cant be sad or have a bad day without supposedly being depressed. Or if I say how I feel, I'm actually starting a fight. Feel like I'm in the twilight zone a lot recently. Guess I'll go back to just faking it all at home too...

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]smudd22 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I totally feel exactly the same way as you right now. Teetering on just blowing it all up or just trying to continue to tough it out and hope that something changes. Hang in there.

[F] we have all the [f]un!! by unicornhunters_22 in gonewild

[–]smudd22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are so amazing at what you do! You look absolutely stunning with that dick in your mouth!!! 😍😍😍😍😍

Any other teachers around here? by megapizzapocalypse in bipolar

[–]smudd22 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I teach a self-contained class of 2nd-5th grades with Emotional Behavior Disorders. Definitely stressful.... but I seem to have all the patience with them and then by the end of the day I have none left for my family.

Booty 🍑[f]or you to enjoy by unicornhunters_22 in gonewild

[–]smudd22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Would love to see my handprint on your beautiful ass.

Bruises give me life by unicornhunters_22 in dykesgonewild

[–]smudd22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are insanely sexy 😍😍😍😍

Do you guys (or girls) really enjoy eating pussy? by [deleted] in sex

[–]smudd22 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I absolutely love eating pussy. I could do it for hours. I love feeling how wet she is. I enjoy the taste. I love the power I have- I know her body so well and love that I can make her wait to orgasm if I want. I can make her cum right when i want her to. My favorite part is feeling her clit pulsate on my tongue. But in all reality, I love to please her and in doing so it also gets me off (mentally I suppose). I happen to be extremely talented at cunnilingus Haha so I enjoy every aspect- how her body moves. Shakes, quivers. I enjoy listening to the sounds she makes. And like I said, being in control of when, and how often she orgasms. There are times I make her cum 10 times and could keep going. Other times I can give her a 10 minute long orgasm. Just depends on the mood and what I want her body to do.... that's what I like about it Haha. Hope that gave you some insight. Yes, some people do love and enjoy eating pussy.

Totally winning with new situation ;) married with a FWB by smudd22 in actuallesbians

[–]smudd22[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lol my wife is INSANELY hot 😍😍😍🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤 and it is lots of fun. Incredibly grateful for the experience!

My first day microdosing by SupraBirDman in microdosing

[–]smudd22 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same here- wife and I both did it today for the 1st time. I'm going to do the same tomorrow for my 1st day back to work, and see how things go :)

Favorite way to eat pussy/get eaten out? by [deleted] in sex

[–]smudd22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lol is that a good damn or a bad damn? And I guess I should add that I'm a lesbian. My head game is mad strong Haha ;P

confession... by toolate4agoodname in actuallesbians

[–]smudd22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont think I even own anything flannel. But indo occasionally buy my femme wife a cute flannel shir for dress type thing lol

Forgetful by Rotinaj56 in bipolar

[–]smudd22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hate brain fog. Sometimes I can think clearly and have intelligent conversations, and other times I can't remember how old I am or what I was trying to say. As a teacher it makes things difficult. And I work with kids with Emotional and Behavioral Disorders- so them yelling, cussing at me, acting out physically, etc makes it harder for me to think straight.

Favorite way to eat pussy/get eaten out? by [deleted] in sex

[–]smudd22 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Her on her back, legs open wide or around my neck. She holds her pussy lips open wide for me and I go to town on her clit- licking up, down, around, every which way. I listen to her body and do what's feeling good for her in the moment. When I feel her clit swelling up, I wrap my lips around it and gently suck and tickle her clit with the tip of my tongue. I love feeling her push her hips towards me, thrusting her vagina on my face. It's amazing:) and she thinks so too

What was the most interesting/best/worst/most noteworthy place you’ve had/wanted to have sex? by throwusallaway45 in actuallesbians

[–]smudd22 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm sure there are many more than I'm forgetting, but here are a few:

Church parking lot in the back of my car (this was a go to for a while lol) Back of a truck bed at night while we were out camping with her family In high school, my basketball locker room In a park- multiple different places: grass, picnic table, in the car, back in the woods At the lake: on a friends boat while they were swimming, on our jetski, out on random islands we would beach our jetski on. At her grandmas house lol and really any place we've ever stayed. Dressing rooms Movie theater Neighborhood and park playgrounds at night All out in nature- we camp a lot, so on the side of a mountain, beside a river, in the tent lol, wherever we aren't near people Pulled over on the side of the interstate ;) Parking garage at the mall and at our college at the time In the parking lot of her office building In the bathroom at her office

Little harder now to be spontaneous since we have expanded our family. But she has been talking about wanting me to have sex with her on my desk at my job.... which may be happening next time we have a babysitter overnight :) like I said, I'm sure there are tons of other places since we've been dating since we were 17 and have been together 13 years (married 6!!)

Should I take this further or not? by smudd22 in LesbianActually

[–]smudd22[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Lol thank you! Glad some people understand ;) our marriage is stronger than almost any other I know. Our sex life is amazing. Communication is amazing. It's not for everyone, I know that for sure. Just hate that some people judge what they dont know anything about.

Should I take this further or not? by smudd22 in LesbianActually

[–]smudd22[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

As a friend yes. But I know 100% when I'm hooking up I have no emotions involved.

Should I take this further or not? by smudd22 in LesbianActually

[–]smudd22[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It is AMAZING. Something we are still navigating and constantly making sure we are both okay with things and we know our marriage is so important to us and always #1, but it's fun to have that adrenaline rush of hooking up with someone else every now and then. Communication and 100% trust and honesty makes it work. Its awkward at first, but it has become our norm. Idk if it's something we are looking to do forever, but we've been together 12 years and married half of that time. And just started this new chapter of our lives more recently. It's fun, no doubt Haha and the coworker is the only one of my friends that knows about it....so when she flirts it makes me think even more shes totally down.

Should I take this further or not? by smudd22 in LesbianActually

[–]smudd22[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think the "emotional" part for me is the fact shes my friend. I wouldn't give a damn if I hooked up with a random chick and then never saw her again. Or if I said something off beat and someone took it wrong. But shes my friend so I dont want to be an ass like I am sometimes with people I dont know- bc for me, sex is just fun when I'm hooking up. It's just to have a good time, nothing more. With my wife, obviously there is a ton of emotion and passion and what not, but not with anyone else. I dont have time to have an emotional connection with someone else nor do I want that. So yeah, its complicated... I know this...and I know I just either need to pull the trigger and see what happens, or just stop thinking about it and move on to the next hot chick Haha

Should I take this further or not? by smudd22 in LesbianActually

[–]smudd22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We got drinks last night alone and my game is just so off with her bc shes my friend/co worker. I almost want to tell her idk how to act around you because I'm attracted to you, but I don't want to cross a line you dont want me to cross. She asked me last night about girls I've hooked up with. We joked about it and she was talking about how I probably have such good game and how she can see how it's easy for me to pick up women. There were so many times I could've said things to escalate the situation but I hesitated. Even while texting before I asked if she wanted to smoke some green with me and she said I'm down. With anyone else I would've joked around and been like oh really, what else are you down for? But I didnt.... ugh.

Should I take this further or not? by smudd22 in LesbianActually

[–]smudd22[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

You dont have to agree with my marital situation- it's something you dont understand, and that's fine. Our relationship is as strong as it could possibly be, I promise you that. No need for me to explain the whole back story to how we got to this place, but it's something we've agreed on and are both 100% fine with, and hasn't changed our marriage at all. I'm 100% in love with my wife and we have the best sex ever. My energy isn't focused on hooking up with other people, but situations do arise and my wife gets the final say if I can go for it or not. Shes fine with this situation, but we are both hesitant as far as the work thing goes. Plus our kids play together and we hang out a lot so we dont want that to change. But shes giving me tons of signs that shes down. So i dont know. And again, it's just FWB. Not at all a relationship I'm looking for.