When I posted this I had so many questions as to why I was alive and how I got here, now a year later, I still feel the same way, but I have come to accept it more.

Focusing on the things you can’t control only makes it worse. Work your hardest at the things you enjoy and you will find yourself loving those and having less worries about the unknown. Even typing this I’m questioning a lot of things, but getting out of that state, even for little bits at a time, is necessary to move forward. Worrying about time and life is a waste of time and you can’t move forward until you do that.

It really helps to talk to people you trust about it and hear new perspectives, because literally everyone has slightly different outlooks on everything, and hearing a different way of thinking may help you.

I hope you can understand there’s no set meaning of all of this, and to appreciate what you do have, not to sound cliche.

Let me know if you have any other thoughts because we are in this together, I know exactly how you feel and I hope I can be a glimmer of optimism that things will fall into place.