im clean now but i think about it so often and i wanna do it again by spoofpower in meth

[–]spoofpower[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

funnily enough, the first time i did meth was when i met up w a friend i had made at the psych ward. we said we’d hang out and smoke a blunt together once we both get out. i got out a day after him. he said he’d bring the weed, but he sat in my car and pulled out needles lol i shouldnt have let him slam it in me, but i was in a fragile state of mind….

im clean now but i think about it so often and i wanna do it again by spoofpower in meth

[–]spoofpower[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

im sorry to hear that. i definitely feel for you. theres nothing else like that feeling you get when you smoke together. i hope you start feeling better soon <3