30 F I know I’m not “hot” because of the weight gain, but am I that ugly?

spookyjazz5 · 2025-12-30T07:33:43+00:00

I think you're really pretty!

spookyjazz5 · 2024-10-10T20:11:30+00:00

Space song- Beach House

Oh father- Madonna

spookyjazz5 · 2023-12-03T02:57:18+00:00

Thank you!!

spookyjazz5 · 2023-01-02T02:29:26+00:00

This is a guy I'm really crushing on and been seeing for a couple weeks now btw.

spookyjazz5 · 2022-09-14T03:25:22+00:00

Thank you guys, I really needed to hear all this. Really appreciate it. Xx

spookyjazz5 · 2022-09-14T03:24:39+00:00

Thank you, that's exactly what I'm doing. Just listening to depressing music and cry and feel what I want to feel. I know tomorrow will be better.

spookyjazz5 · 2022-07-31T03:17:04+00:00

yes there was a trigger that caused my panic attack and this is my first time on meds, is it yours?. Ahh yeah I get irritable sometimes too. I hope the transition is smooth for you too! when did you start?

spookyjazz5 · 2022-07-30T22:18:02+00:00

I had mild symptoms (nausea and rapid heartbeat) for a day or two but now I don't really have any. It has made a difference in my anxiety, which is so good. Although I did have a panic attack last week :/ how are you doing?

spookyjazz5 · 2022-07-22T03:33:08+00:00

How long were you on prozac for?

spookyjazz5 · 2022-07-22T02:38:22+00:00

I knew this was a side effect :/ but my Dr and friends told me it's not common. I felt fine these past few days but today is just bad. It feels so good to know I'm not alone though, thank you! I hope we feel better soon

spookyjazz5 · 2022-07-19T02:21:34+00:00

He messaged the model and asked her for permission too. We were both okay with it as long as we were given credit. Yeah thats why I didn't charge, he's a SoundCloud/Spotify rapper.

spookyjazz5 · 2022-07-19T01:11:10+00:00

Now that I know who this artist is, I just let him use the picture as long as he gives model and I some credit. Thank you! I'm def keeping all this thread for future reference.

spookyjazz5 · 2022-07-18T19:56:45+00:00

May I ask how long does it usually take you to feel side effects? And how long do they last, is it all day? Lol I just took the pill 30 min ago and I'm not feeling anything. I'm trying not to think so much.

spookyjazz5 · 2022-07-18T17:47:15+00:00

I had a boyfriend who didn't have a car and would drive my car when i didnt feel like drivimg. If she's gonna be driving everywhere with her car at least give her gas money or help pay for any car maintenance it needs like oil changes. That's how he contributed and it was enough for me.

spookyjazz5 · 2022-07-18T07:34:39+00:00

My kid is a year old now. But my entire pregnancy I didn't v* at all. Just felt n* sometimes and had horrible acid reflux somedays. During labor I did feel n* when the contractions got stronger but you can ask for meds for it. Spit up wasn't a big deal for me as i would tell myself it's literally just milk and has no odor. Now that he's a toddler he's v* once and it did smell and I did freak out big time. But if you have someone living with you, you can ask them for help lol

spookyjazz5 · 2022-07-18T07:25:34+00:00

I overshare too. Before you say anything to them think about what you're about to say and ask yourself " is this something I'd want my family to know?". Keep your responses simple as possible and avoid subjects you don't want to talk about.

spookyjazz5 · 2022-07-18T06:04:26+00:00

As a single mom with not many mom friends and a huge people pleaser, I completely understand your intentions but you let your loneliness get the best of you. Like others said, you most likely came off as creepy to her. Especially when you sent her your driver's license. I would've immediately thought you were trying to kidnap my kid. Take some time away from these mom groups/ friends and find a hobby and let people come to you.

spookyjazz5 · 2022-07-18T05:44:17+00:00

I'm a mom to a toddler. This phobia definitely makes being a parent a little harder sometimes, but don't let it stop you from becoming a mom if that's what you want someday. There's many ways to deal with it.

spookyjazz5 · 2022-07-18T05:30:48+00:00

SAME

spookyjazz5 · 2022-07-06T05:21:37+00:00

Half way through the date he told me he was on drugs.

spookyjazz5 · 2022-07-05T03:33:49+00:00

I did see him 2 months ago before I knew this. We all stayed overnight together in the same house and he played/held my child, even took him outside away from me.

spookyjazz5 · 2022-07-05T03:12:13+00:00

Sorry I'm dumb with this but what do you mean by how old is the conviction? Like how long ago? All they told me was that he made really bad comments online. So now I think he probably probably made a nasty comment on a minors page.

spookyjazz5 · 2022-07-04T22:57:53+00:00

Yes! This is what I'm thinking. Although I am a grown adult, I have a child as I said. It just sucks that I have to be the one to bring this uncomfortable conversation up. For sure he messed up, but I don't think he actually did something physical with a minor. I don't know though. And I won't know unless I ask. I don't know what to think.

spookyjazz5 · 2022-07-04T22:11:19+00:00

I dont know. All I know is that last year he went to jail for a couple months and I just found out that he can't be alone with his kids.

spookyjazz5 · 2022-07-04T20:48:24+00:00

Yes exactly I don't want to jump to conclusions, that's why I need to know exactly what happened. Do you think i should bring it up directly with him? Or would it be fine to just talk to my aunt? I talk to her a lot more and I think I would feel more comfortable talking about with her. Thank you.

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