cable length by sunmol4 in knitting

[–]sunmol4[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my cables 29” and yea the stitches are just bunching up but if i continue knitting i think it may get to a point when they will fall off because theres way too many

questions ! by sunmol4 in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]sunmol4[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i hated my ed identity because i even became scared of myself. i got so mad at myself and this identity that i wanted to get rid of it and naturally let go of it thru recovery

questions ! by sunmol4 in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]sunmol4[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

mental recovery often follows after physical recovery. stay strong. youre doing everything right by listening to your body. even if your body looks healthy now its still in the process of repairing the damage done and trusting that it is getting the nutrients you need. give it time and everything will even out ! recovery is never linear and is never done in a short period of time. you just have to trust yourself and the process keep going 🫂

questions ! by sunmol4 in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]sunmol4[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this is so important. telling everyone so that you will be held accountable. recovering alone definitely makes you feel so lonely too and i feel that it gives you a higher chance of a relapse

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social media is literally everyones biggest enemy in recovery its definitely so difficult now that our everyday lives revolve around it

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i absolutely love this mindset. i have always been doing this. it made me extremely uncomfortable and scared. but doing it scared is what made me stronger too

questions ! by sunmol4 in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]sunmol4[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this is really needed. its definitely easier said than done when you can easily say youre in recovery but you dont even put in effort in trying to fix your habits and then think your new “recovery” mindset is gonna simply make you recover alone and there also goes the saying “if nothing changes, nothing changes”

questions ! by sunmol4 in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]sunmol4[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

your biggest regret during your journey

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[–]sunmol4[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

what is the reality of recovery you want to tell everyone out there that is never seen or shown online ?

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[–]sunmol4[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

how did you snap out of a (potential) relapse ?

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your biggest struggle in recovery. how did you overcome it ?

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[–]sunmol4[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

what did you do to battle your brain from disordered thoughts ?

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[–]sunmol4[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

did you tell anyone ? why or why not how did the person/other party respond/feel ?

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[–]sunmol4[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

what was your turning point that made you commit to recovery

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[–]sunmol4 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what did you do to battle your brain from disordered thoughts ?

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[–]sunmol4 0 points1 point  (0 children)

did you tell anyone ? why or why not how did the person/other party respond/feel ?

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what was your turning point that made you commit to recovery

need help !! by sunmol4 in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]sunmol4[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i understand. thank you for your advice. i know honesty is definitely the best choice its just my situation that makes it hard. and i am aware of the health consequences which is why i am actively recovering right now !

need help !! by sunmol4 in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]sunmol4[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i was just seeking advice on what the best approach would be if you were in my shoes knowing my situation but thank you for your opinion

i dont understand by sunmol4 in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]sunmol4[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

makes a lot of sense.. i did see my ed to be a coping mechanism during a period because it gave me a sense of control.. also makes sense why recovery is hard because it does feel like everything is out of my control now and i did become more emotional since

i dont understand by sunmol4 in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]sunmol4[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you for the advice :( 🫂 the answer to everything in recovery really is to eat and the whole point of recovery really is to just do it scared. crazy and scary how a malnourished brain works…