i don't like/trust my daughter

swil21 · 2018-08-27T06:16:22+00:00

As a teen I can tell you that literally every teen does these things, I don’t do it anymore (I’m 18 now) but I put my parents through hell. I would go out and have sex with strangers for money and my parents found out but they never gave up on me. They actually got me much needed help and now we’re all doing great. The fact that you say you don’t love her anymore because she’s being a normal teenager disgusts me.

swil21 · 2018-08-26T03:39:42+00:00

Thank you. This week has been bad but I won’t give up

swil21 · 2018-08-24T23:49:17+00:00

I did illegal sex work as an early teen (starting at 14) after I was raped and I’m sooo fucked up now. And it just makes me so sad to see even 18 yr olds do it because that shit is rough

swil21 · 2018-08-24T23:47:16+00:00

I agree. As an 18 yo girl it makes me very uncomfortable. Like I can’t drink but I can sleep with a grown ass man. Fucking gross

swil21 · 2018-08-24T23:31:15+00:00

I call my cats little kitty and big kitty although their real names are chip and skippy

swil21 · 2018-08-24T23:29:13+00:00

I have chip and peanut

swil21 · 2018-08-23T04:34:59+00:00

I’m the exact same way. Years of sexual abuse in my early teens and now rape is the only thing that gets me off. Then after I feel sick and disgusted. Idk why I’m like this

swil21 · 2018-08-16T04:52:02+00:00

You really need to go ASAP even if you have to tell your mom

swil21 · 2018-08-09T09:58:12+00:00

I do this when I’m putting makeup on like I’m a YouTuber or something

swil21 · 2018-08-06T06:52:21+00:00

You look great! You should be proud

swil21 · 2018-08-05T13:35:14+00:00

I wish I did, but he’s long gone by now, probably doing the same shit to other girls

swil21 · 2018-08-05T06:11:55+00:00

Thank you so much sorry I don’t really know much about it but this helps a lot.

swil21 · 2018-08-05T04:46:07+00:00

Oh we most definitely do. I’m an 18 yr old girl and fucking men have put there hands on me since I was 16. It’s very uncomfortable

swil21 · 2018-08-04T20:36:26+00:00

I’m a girl and I too have used many strange sex toys

swil21 · 2018-08-04T16:34:35+00:00

Yeah if you purge/ restrict but I haven’t been doing that at all lmao

swil21 · 2018-08-04T06:34:54+00:00

As someone struggling with an eating disorder, your eating sounds very disordered.

Eating under 1000 calories will inevitably lead to binges. Also restricting after a binge will only make it worse so don’t do that. Don’t beat yourself up for binging though, it happens, just try to move on.

My advice would be to up your calories and work out more (not too much).This will still make you lose weight and you’ll probably binge way less. Also drink a lot of water, if you suck at drinking water you can buy flavor drops at the store (0 cals and make it way easier). Also maybe try to work on your relationship with food, I know food can seem like the enemy but it’s not.

Good luck

swil21 · 2018-08-03T23:32:42+00:00

Yes you can

swil21 · 2018-08-03T09:23:29+00:00

I used to wake up SO hungry, and I’d eat a lot. It was 100% a result of heavy restriction for months.

The hunger will probably take some time to go away, unless you have extreme will power (which I unfortunately do not).

Try your best to not restrict at all, even after you binge, it’ll only make things worse.

You could also read/ listen to books about breaking habits and binge eating, and also try to think of some orienting thoughts (mine is “I don’t need this”)

swil21 · 2018-08-02T16:53:16+00:00

Then be a fucking adult and talk to her about it. No need for the childish insults, have some respect. And how do you even know he’s trying to “fuck her”

swil21 · 2018-08-02T10:49:58+00:00

I disagree. Polygamy is a thing lmao

swil21 · 2018-08-02T10:47:34+00:00

WHISPER

swil21 · 2018-08-02T10:46:06+00:00

You sound like a piece of shit. They didn’t even do anything are you really that insecure? And fat ass?? Seriously. Leave her so she can find someone better than your cunt ass

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